Heartache

Chapter 1

It's been five months since my mother died. And these five months have been hell. I had no friends, my grades were slipping, my dad was NEVER home and everyone hated me. I don't know why but they did. I climbed out of bed and walked into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. Morning ugly slut. My mind even hates me. I brushed my teeth and combed my god awful brown hair. I hadn't fixed correctly in months. What was the point when everyone hates you. I put on a Green Day T-shirt, black jeans and grey converse. I didn't need make up. Make doesn't make a pig pretty. Shut up mind. I then layered on my bracelets to hide my self harm scars. Cut deeper next time. Mind it's only 6:45 give it time. I put on the last of my bracelets grabbed my phone and walked down stairs. To my surprise my dad was there drinking coffee. "Morning Hun" he said sipping it. "Uh morning dad" I said. I didn't remember how to talk to him. I grabbed a apple and turned to leave. "Hun is that all you are gonna have" he asked. I turned around. This was't my normal every morning routine, having someone care. "Yea, why. I'm not that hungry" I said. "Oh okay. " he sighed. I turned to leave again. "Ray do want a ride to school." he asked. I stopped dead. No one has called me Ray in months. "Sure" I said. I was confused on way he cared so much all of a sudden. I grabbed my book bag and walked to the car. He had a 1967 Chevy Impla (A/N Deans car lol Supernatural is life any who carry on.... my wayward son lol) I climbed into the passenger seat. He climbed into the driver"s seat and started the car. The drive to school was silent. Then we pulled up to the school. "Have a nice day Ray" he called as I rushed up to the door. I don't say goodbye because. The name Ray brought back too many memories. Memories of when my family was happy.
Flashback:
"Ray do like it" my mom asked as I held the gold necklace with a heart locket. Tears filled my eyes. "I love it mom. It's beautiful" I said tears in my eyes. I have wanted a locket like the one my mom wore and my grandmother. I opened it. It was a picture of me, mom and dad on side. And on other my moms parents, my grandparents. My grandmother, Stephie, died when I was six. And my grandfather was in Europe visiting friends. To have them close felt nice. She hugged me. "I'm glad you do." She smiled. My father place a hand on my shoulder. "I love my girls" he said. Then my dad handed me a blue box. I stared at it my hands. "Go on open it" he smiled. I opened the box and gasped. It was gold charm bracelet. Each charm had a significant to a different memory. One was a soccer ball from when I played, a microphone from when I got the lead in the school play and stuff like. "Daddy I -" tears filled my eyes. "It's also from Nanny Fiona and Pappy Aaron."he smiled. Those were his parents. The homeroom bell shook me from my daze. I sighed and walked to my homeroom or as I called it "My prison cell with a babysitter." I hates the kids in my homeroom but one, Maya Zimmermann one of my two friends. She was was outcast like me. My teacher hated me for reason I don't know. I has never loud, or rude. And I didn't have has class so she didn't know my homework habits or lack there of. I was jostled, pushed and jeered at. I got to my locker was greeted by Maya. Her green hair was in a side braid. Her blue eyes had a spark in them. If it wasn't for the fact she had a two kids and was a punk kid she could be popular. She was smart , funny and pretty buy she hated social labels. "Hey Bitch" she smiled. "Hello Whore" I replied. She broke out in giggles. "How's Ariel" I asked rolling my eyes. Ariel was her youngest daughter. "Good she now speaking a little bit. She can say Mom and Nanny" she smiled. "That's great" I smiled. "Hey you can see her today if you like" she asked. I nodded. "Cool, let's go or Miss Hayes will have about six barn yards." she smiled. I laughed and grabbed my books. We walked into Homeroom and took our seats in the back. "How's your Connor." I asked. Connor was Ariel and her older daughter, Belle's dad. ( A/N See the Disney theme will get to why later) "Still in the hospital but she getting out in two weeks." She smiled. Connor was in car crash about three months ago. Drunk driver hit him head on. He was passenger in the back. All he had was a broken leg, a fractures tailbone, a busted appendix and a few broken ribs. He had a long recovery thought. "That's fantastic" I smiled. The late bell rang. My teacher, Miss Hayes, walked in with a smile on her face. "That's never good" Maya whispered to me. I nodded. "I'm leaving the school district. " she smiled. Yes thank god I thought. "Better job in New Jersey"she smiled. "Last day today don't give a shit what you all do" she said. I smiled. "Bitch is leaving." Maya smiled I smiled and pulled out my phone, plugging in my earbuds and turning on All Time Low's Heroes. Ironic huh. I then logged into Wattpad and started reading a story called Darkness and Light By Cora_Night (A/N: This is a real story by my friend you should read it) I loved this story. Death was the hottest character I've ever read. Then someone tapped my shoulder. I pulled out my earbuds to see Maya with a shit face grin. "What" I said. "Let's skip this bullshit" she smiled. "Maya, we should be doing this" I said faking concern. "So we are leaving" she whispered. "No" I said nodding yes. Her grin tripled in size, she grabbed she stuff and we tiptoed out of the class and the school.

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