Heto yun diba? Yung sobrang lapit nyo sa isa't isa pero malayo parin talaga. Yung gusto ko parang isang STAR, kung titignan natin parang ang lapit diba? Kaso nga lang 'PARANG'. Eh ang totoo, It's so damn far away from you. Really.. really far away from you. Kahit anong gawin ko hindi ko talaga sya maabot. Tsaka hindi naman sya isang Idol, Model or Superstar.. basta, masyado lang syang mataas at alam kong never ko syang maabot.
Ah tama. Yung feelings ko rin pala para saknya ay parang star rin. Gets nyo ba? Ahahaha. What I mean is, diba matagal pa bago mamatay ang isang star? Siguro ganun rin yung feelings ko para sakanya, matagal mawala kung in love ako ng todo saknya.
But what if that star I'm reaching will be the first one to die? not my feelings? What am I gonna do? What if that star will die because of the other stars too? Pano kung yung star na inaabot ng star mo eh hindi nya rin maabot kasi masyadong malayo at mataas? Edi same lang kayo? Saklap nyo naman palang dalawa.
Teka.. kelan ko ba kasi maabot yung star na yun? or hindi ko na talaga yun maabot kahit kelan? Na hanggang tingin lang ako? Na hanggang wish lang ako? Ang hirap naman pala talaga kung star yung inaabot mo. Sobrang hirap.
Sobrang raming pwedeng i compare sayo at sa feelings ko. Parang si Hamlet, dun sa tanong nyang "To be or not to be" means "To continue living or not".. ata. Ahahaha. Parang sa feelings ko! Should I continue reaching for that star or give up? Kasi if I continue reaching for that star.. marami pa akong kelangan gawin na kelangan ko dapat gawin and.. I wish you would stay where you shine right now .. or if I give up, I have to move on, search for a Distraction and that sucks.. maraming gawain. Ahaha.
Pero seriously though, bakit ang daming pwedeng i compare sayo? Gaya ng isang Time Bomb.. siguro pag sumabog ka, mawawala na rin feelings ko para sayo. It's like we're destined to explode. De joke lang.
(After a couple of hours)
Haist. Okaaaaaay! It's decided! I'll stop reaching you if.. the fuel of my rocket ship is empty. I'll go back to earth, face the truth that.. I'll never gonna reach a star.
I know someday.. you'll just die like my feelings.
Sharinxxxxxxxx
