Say goodbye to tomorrow

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It's been five years since I have seen Andy. Everyday goes past as a long day, I miss him so much. The pain and hurt I felt when he left me still was in presence. He wanted to follow his dream, go for what he wanted to do. I'm nineteen now, and been told by others I've changed since then.

I met a girl called Grace, she is my only friend I have, since Andy left. Me and her met a year after Andy left, and to be honest she is what I needed. She has light blonde hair, light blue eyes which remind me of Andy except she had no electric features in her eyes like Andy. Her freckles that her face was covered in made her look even more unique and beautiful. In look wise we are completely different, but we are surprisingly close.

My thoughts got interrupted by a shot of pain on my leg.

"Your worthless!" Screamed my father, holding a beer bottle in one hand and a bat in the other. Tears shot out of my eyes as he took another swing and another.

This repeated for ten minutes of pain and hearing his raging, monsterious (I think its spelt) voice screaming in my ears. I've been through this alone ever since Andy left. I havnt told Grace......she didn't have to worry about me.

"Why where you born?!" He shouted obviously not expecting a reply for he just got the bat and hit me again.

The sound of the front door shutting stopped the monster and he looked up from me curled in the corner, hugging my legs and praying it would end.

"I'm home honey" I herd mum and I let go of my grip from my hug and looked up at my 'father'.

"Hey honey" my dad screamed to her, hiding the bat under my bed and placing the beer in my hand.

"Tell no one...." "Or you will kill me I know dad you have told me every time after the beating ever since I was 14" I introupted and as I finished he gave me a glare.

"Don't introupt me when I'm talking to you" he sneered and started to head out of my room shutting the door behind him.

This is my chance to escape, I need to leave. I picked up a bag and shoved as much clothes as I could into the little bag, packed a brush,toothbrush, a picture of me and my mother on year 9 graduation and finally the razor. I pulled a piece of paper out of an old school book I had and wrote a note to mum.

To mum

I'm sorry but I have to leave......I'm 19 now and I have to follow my dreams as becoming a singer. I know you have been there for me since the start and I thank you so much. I love you from the moon and back

Love Isla

A tear ran down my face as I folded the note and placed it on my bed. I picked up my phone and placed it in my black jeans. It was time.

I slid out of the window and landed on the rock path that was beside the house. I climbed over the front gate ending up at the front of the house. Then I ran. Withouth thinking, just running. I need to escape as fast as I can before he realizes and comes to get me. When I thought it was a long enough distance I stopped catching my breathe. I called Grace and she answered after the first ring.

"Hey Isla what's up?" She asked in her sweet voice.

"Grace I ran away from home....." "Wait why!" I was introupted by Grace.

"I will explain later, I just need a place to stay...." I was cut off again.

"Don't say another word, of course you can live with me! Where are you know?" She asked her voice sounding a bit scared.

"Um Franlkins drive" I explained looking left to right to double check my father hasn't tried to come and find me.

"Will be there in five" and with that she hung up.

I smiled to myself, I'm so greatful to have such an amazing friend. I walked up the street a bit to try and find a bench to sit on. With no luck I decided to climb a tree. As I got to the top I took the razor out of my bag and took the blade out of the razor. Within a second the blade was dancing on my wrist, making red marks as it did. Blood dripped on a branch mixed with the tears of my pain.

I herd a car pull up so I quickly put my razor and blade in my bag, rolled my long black long sleeve top over my cuts, and saw a beautiful girl looking at me from the bottom of the tree.

"Come here Isla" Grace said and as I got to the bottom she welcomed me with a hug.

"Thank you so much Grace" I said, as my eyes watered and my hopes crashing.

"Everything will be fine" her crushing me even more with her tight hug.

We hopped in the car and headed to Graces house. As we reached to the drive way I took a real good view of my new home.

"Now you can stay here as long as you like" Grace said getting out of the car and helping me getting my bag.

"Thanks Grace" I gleamed as we opened the door and got a welcoming surprise.

"Hey Andy" I said giving the dog a little scratch under the chin.

"So why did you run away?" Grace asked placing my bags on the couch to the front room.

I explained everything to Grace with my dad. As I finished her mouth was dropped open.

"WHAT A DICK!" She screamed and gave me a hug again.

"I'm so sorry, why didn't you tell me?" She asked still hugging me tight.

"I......I don't know" I struggled to get out with tears streaming out of my eyes. Wow a lot of crying.

"So this happened when Andy left?" She asked letting go of our grip, but holding my hands. She was so caring. Thank god she didn't turn my wrists around.

"Yes, well it got worse from then" I swallowed trying to hold even more tears.

"It's going to be ok" she explained escaping my hands and rubbing my back

I just nodded. I sure hope so

Sorry guys a bad chapter I'm trying:/ thanks for reading and please leave comments if it needs work thanks

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