Matteo. (Boyxboy)

(4) Matteo is graduating

Matteo

We are strangers again but this time with memories.

- Anonymous

Chapter 4

It was graduation day.

I was excited I guess. I could have a little more freedom in college. I haven't talked to Safari. Every time I talked to him he'd give me the finger and walk away or just ignore me completely. I just decided to let it go. Our little plan wasn't going to work out anyways.. It was stupid and dumb.

Right now I was with Grayson, Avery and Finley. We were watching everyone's speeches. We all had done ours already.

After graduation was over my mother was all teary eyed as she came over to hug me and Finley. "Mama calm down." I sighed hugged her back. "I can't believe my baby is out of high school! Your almost a man now." She said pinching my cheeks. I blushed in embarrassment and looked away.

I looked over at Safari who looked happy with his family. He was hugging his twin sister that he was super close too.

I sighed and closed my eyes for a moment.

It wouldn't have worked out anyway. I reminded myself.

I opened my eyes and sighed. I was out of high school.

-

Two weeks of freedom here we come.

We moved into our dorms in a week and school was a week after.

My mother was currently making me get things for my dorm and new school supplies that i didn't need.

Avery and Grayson was sharing a dorm and I was sharing a dorm with some unknown stranger.

Exciting.

"Mama I don't need that." I said for the second time. She was picking me up clothes now.

I sighed "Mama I'm going to Grayson's house tonight." I said. "Oh okay.
Just be home by midnight." She said sorting through the clothes on the hanger. She threw a bunch of clothes at me "your trying them on." She said sternly. My mouth opened as I stared at all the clothes "all of them?"

"All of them." She repeated before looking at me "close your mouth you look like a goldfish."

-

I entered Grayson's house and helped him with the party. Avery was still telling him what a bad idea it was but Grayson ignored him. Avery was obviously hurt by Grayson's actions and gave up. He sat on Grayson's couch with a pout on his face. Grayson stopped what he was doing and turned to face his boyfriend.

"Babe I'm sorry okay? It's to late now to cancel I already told everyone to come." Grayson said softly. Avery sighed and nodded. They kissed and stood up. Grayson jumped up, wrapping his legs around Avery's torso as Avery carried Grayson upstairs while still kissing.

Didn't take a genius to know what they were about to do.

I decided to get myself busy and started stirring to punch that Grayson was starting to make. He didn't finish waiting until all the sugar was dissolved so it sat at the bottom of the bowl.

An hour later the house was packed full of teenagers as they danced to the loudly playing rap music that the dj was playing. I stood by the counter and watched everyone have fun. It wasn't much for me to do anyways. I spotted Safari through he crowd dancing with some girl as she grinding her ass by his crotch. He had a hard on.

I grimaced and turned around to grab a can of beer. I was going to need it.

I drank the whole thing but didn't drink anymore.

Around thirdly minutes later I had to go to the bathroom.

I opened the bathroom door and saw Safari. He he was naked and was having sex with some girl.

I wanted to throw up. Safari looked at me with no emotion on his face and he pounded into the girl as she screamed. I whimpered and closed the door. My heart tightened in my chest and I went into Grayson's empty bedroom. I laid and his bed a cried.

I cried like a stupid teenager girl who just got dumped by the love of her life. "Ugh!" I yelled in frustration.

Was it really that big of a deal? Did he really hate me that much because of a stupid mistake? I wasn't going to actually hurt the kid.. He didn't know that though.

I thought he knew me. He didn't.
I thought I knew him. I didn't.

I was stupid and naive. I couldn't keep acting like this. I wouldn't. I stood up and checked the time 11:37. I went out the door and walked home. I took a shower and went to my mother and stepdad's room. "Mama?" I whispered.

She looked at me from the book she was reading and stood up she came towards me and took me to my room. She sung me to sleep.. A song she'd always sing to me as a boy when I was upset, which for me was quite often.