real love

love

Harry pov

We were sitting in our living room and as we I mean me and liam and zayn and niall and of course my little boobear lou, we had a holiday from all the screaming of the teenagers so it pretty good,I was so comfortable lying with my little boobear his head in my chest as we cuddle I really was enjoying this.."harry"I heard some one calling me I raised my face to see niall looking at me"yea nialler"I response "I am sooo hungry"he said putting his hand on his stomach I didn't pay attention I mean niall is always hungry so nothing new"so what niall you are always hungry"I giggle as I heard liam and zayn laughing and I heard louis grinning and I can feel his warm breath at my neck and his gorgeous smile I could do anything for that smile oh wait no he's my best mate not more why but why I'm feeling this butterflies inside me i've never felt that way befor I mean look at his smile it is the most beautiful smile I've ever seen oh no shut up harry you're 100% straight and I didn't know that I was looking at him all the time and then our eyes locked together I can't do anything just stair at his perfect blue eyes then he smiles at me and lay his head back to my chest and then...."so Harry are you going to stare at lou all the night or get off and make me some food "he says and I turned red from embarrassing as lou looks at me and giggle"so what niall I'm staring at my boobear do u have problem with that"I joks "if that will stops you from being my chef then yes I have a big problem"niall said laughing "hah fine niall I'm going to make dinner" I smile at niall and kiss lou's forhead and make my way to the kitchen and start cooking dinner.

Louis pov

I felt so cold when harry left to cook for niall I was so comfortable lying in his arms his strong warm hand I just wish that I could get this feeling from my heart yea yes I'm in love with harry edwards styles my best friend hh I'm not gay I'm just hhh I don't know I'm just so confused and I wish I could tell him but I'm sure that he doesn't love me back not in that way yes we cuddle and sleep together but all this was normal we used to do that since the X factor "lou" and suddenly all my thoughts fade away "Yeh liam"I respond "you better came dinner is ready u should probably come fast cuz niall is in the kitchen already if you want to have dinner today you have to come now because niall finished half of the food already" I nod and go to the kitchen as I set in my seat harry put the plate in front of me "that's for you boo"he said kissing my forhead oh I just wish I could more that your friend "thanks hazza" I respond as I start eating it was so delicious"yummy"I whisper I don't think that any of them hears me "glad that you liked it boo"harry said and smiles at me "yea its very good hazza"I told him and get back to my food "I'm soo hungry"niall shout then harry laugh at him"oh my little niall are you hungry"harry ask as niall make him the puppy face"oh ok then we can share mine"niall smiles as harry feed niall with his own spoon I really get super jealous and groun at them and stand up about to go"Lou where are you going you didn't finish your food"harry ask me I ignored him " I'm going to watch TV go feed your niall befor he gets angry from you"I said angrily as I realised what i just said I regret it I didn't care I open the TV and it was weather time so I groan and put the pillow In my face ,and I heard thunderstorms I quickly move the pillow and turn up the valuom "it will be a strong thunders tonight so try not to get out of the home tonight she said and I was literally shaking I have phobia from thunders but I didn't admit anything in front of the guys cuz they will think that I'm a kid I start to panic and close all the doors and windows then the lads finish dinner and then they sees me "what are you doing"zayn ask I couldn't tell him that Im scared of thunders " em yes I opened the TV and they say that it will be strong thunders so I was closing the windows for that"I lied about it"yea good" I smile at him and run up stairs to make sure that all the windows are closed too I came back and I didn't see anyonene there I was shaking could the thunders eat them oh how could I live without them then I heard foot steps behind me and suddenly someone cover my mouth with his hand I turn to see a my hazza bear standing there our eyes locked together I can't do anything just stair at his perfect green eyes in the dark "don't make noise they are sleeping" harry told me I nod and told him that Im sorry "where have you been I was looking for you everywhere"he ask me and then I remembered that I shout at him in the kitchen"I was in the roof making sure that all the windows is closed" I told him and tried to change the subject"em so good night I'm going to bed " I told him but he grab my hand"wait lou tell me what happens when you get out from dinner" he ask me I couldn't tell him that I was jealous "nothing important"I lied about it "Wait lou" he grab my hand "I told you nothing just leave me alone"I shout at him and I look to his eyes they were full of sadness and pain oh did I cause that"but"he began but I walk away faster cuz I knew that if I stay I will fall for him more I shut the door behind me and through myself to the bed and tried to get the feeling from my heart