I Will Always Love You

I Will Always Love You {1}

(^^ thats Will)

-Will-

People. Thats the thing I don't like. Their cruel and mean, because of one thing in particle. For me, its because I'm openly gay. Just because of this, people don't like me. They treat me like shit, I've been bullied every since high school started, when I came out as gay. My dad left because of that, my mom hated me, the kids thought I was weird. But I was happy, cause I had the one I loved with me... before he was snatched away from me, leaving me all alone. Because of that I became depressed, and abused. I became to hurt myself, I was abused at school, I was abused at home. When people say life sucks, they have no idea how much it does. I've tried to take that away from me, I tried to take away my life 3 times. All attempts failing. My mom didn't care for me, so she sent me to a mental hospital and disowned me.

Here I stand, at a mental hospital at the age of 17, a suppose to be senior in school. I was put here about a year ago and suppose to release this year along with my roommate here, Alex. He was sent here because of he can see the dead. We've become great friends, and I found out that he was gay as well, but we agreed to not date each other, plus we wasn't my type. The hospital was suppose to discharge us soon from the school, and from what Alex has heard from the 'ghost', that their sending us to school near this hospital to attest finish school and get out high school graduate degree. And we were told the news about school today in the afternoon, saying that we are starting school tomorrow and are going to have a special bus but we're suppose to act like 'normal' students. Ha, normal my gay ass. School is going to suck ass like it did before.

The next morning Alex and I quickly got ready. I brushed throw my brown hair and made it into the perfect quiff, and slipped on my glasses. I wore a blue shirt, black skinny jeans, and some blue converse. Alex on the other hand brushed his hair and made sure his bangs were okay, just like his brown eyes, and throwing a beanie on. He threw on a black shirt, threw a gray sweater onto of it, some blue jeans topped of with his black vans. We were given bags to go to school, mine was navy blue and Alex's was gray. With the same school supplies inside, notebooks, pencils, pens etc. Alex and I were led outside the hospital and led to a mini bus, which made sense since it was only two of us. Alex and I stepped in, awaiting our own personal second hell.

-Jordan-

"Hurry up Finn! We're going to be late if you don't hurry your slow ass up" I yell at my step-brother, Finn. We had school and he was running late because he woke up late. I groan and walk in front of the hallway mirror. I stare at myself with my dark aqua eyes and run my fingers threw my dirty blonde hair. I was wearing a blue loose shirt with some blue jeans and my gray vans. I then hear some foot steps and turn around to find my step-brother coming down the stairs. His piercing blue eyes giving me an innocent smile, while he was trying to fix his black quiff. He had a his soccer jersey on with black skinny jeans and black converse. "Sorry" Finn laughed, I just glared at him. "Come on, I was about to leave your ass" I spit back harshly. "Whatever, just drive" He rolled his eyes. I glare at him one more time before heading to the front of our house and heading to my car.

By the time we get to school I don't see our friend groups. We were amazing and everyone loved us, but to say we loved them back wouldn't be true. Me and Finn have our friends but treat the losers that are below us like shit. Finn taps my shoulder and points to the twins. The twins are too losers that we pick on, but today these losers actually had two other losers to talk to. The twins are Ang and Emma, looking exactly alike apart, their only difference is that Ang is a green badass while Emma was a blue girly girl. They are freaks, I heard that their secretly dating, twincest? Ew. But today the twins were talking to two other boys, but they look new since we haven't seen them around. "Oi, Finn. Let's give them a warm welcome" I say to him with sickening smirk and he smirks as well.

We strut to the group of losers, Finn getting a boy with brown eyes while I get the boy with...really nice blue eyes? I shack my head and push the boy to the lockers, ignoring the twins growling at me from close by. The boy whimpers at the pain and looks in shock. I punch his stomach hard and he groans in pain. I slam his head to the locker and her the very loud bang. "Look at me!!" I yell at him, grabbing his hair and turning his face to me harshly. I punch him again, this time at the hips.I heard him yelp and cry out in pain. I grab him by the collar and throw him into the lockers. I look at the boy curled up in a ball whimpering in pain, he places at me with tear stains eyes but for some reason... I felt guilt. Why? I never felt guilty in beating someone up why now? I look over to my right to see Finn smirking at the tearing brown eyed boy, looks like Finn just hit him with words, not punches. I tilt my head to the side, signifying that we should go. He nods and walks away first, me following behind me. But it was hard for me to turn around and see if that boy was alright. Guilt was going to kill me today.