Lil' Affection

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Affection

Am dying inside

No ones know about this

My cell mate call me selfish

Cut deeper into my wounds

I got tire of playing games

And all I wish is to die

Cannot handle the real life is to much of a pride

I look myself in the mirror of my true form inside

But my relatives can’t see that

‘Cuz this will frighten them more

So here I sit writhing as my poor heart is falling

 Trying to compose myself to not start crying

Lying single day from the truth;

That sooner or later lie will fume

I will be sent somewhere do these difficulty go away

But I rather not; ‘Cuz I rather suffer than be heal away

The pain is part of me and it will remain here same

I rather people say whatever they want to my face than behind   

‘Cuz am so use to the insult I have heard in my life

I have reason why I have these bruises it helps to stay alive

 From every single throbbing day I live in my daylight throughout  the shadows

-O.N

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