Chapter 1

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"Kiera!" I screamed. "Where's my mascara.!?"

" I dunno, I think it's on your bed."

I ran to my room and grabbed it, quick put it on and was out the door. I walked to school just in time to see him before he got on the bus to go to the high school. Chandler. I sprinted up to him.

   "Hi". I wrapped my arms around him as he caressed my lower back.

   "Hi, I missed you". He smirks and tries to reach lower.

   I take his wrists just as he grabs. "Not here". I warn, trying to look seductive. He tentatively thinks, then shrugs it off.

   We sit in udder-silence for what seems like forever, then he reaches out and pokes my nose. I blush, looking down after returning the gesture. He looks out towards the buses. "I gotta go. I love you, bye." He reaches out and wraps me tight in a big bear hug. But then there's me. Constantly dreaming of that kiss he only gives me away from the public...everyone knows we're a couple, yet he's afraid.

   "I love you too, hurry up and catch your bus!" I say as I see the last kid enter. "Have fun at school!"

   I look down the narrow passageway that I huddle under. I see my best friend walking towards me. Her name is Rachel.I always thought of her as my role model. She's beautiful. Her thin blonde hair flowing flawlessly beside her ear. She's dating a boy in our grade named Michael. I don't think of Michael as a friend, but I know I need to support my friends choice in being with him.

   I love Rachel. She's been there for me with any troubles I've ever had. Most importantly she tells me when to stop. To stop what I'm doing because she knows what I'm doing is wrong. 

   Last year, seventh grade, I did a lot of stuff I regret doing now. Mostly with guys older than me. A lot older. Lots of pictures were sent lots of sexual contact. Rachel was the most amazing friend during that time. She helped me stop it, and so did a team of cops and some counseling. But there were at least twenty guys I (accidentally) led on. One of them went to jail... He followed me to school. He knew where I lived and stocked me. Rachel helped me tell someone instead of letting him rape me. So that's why I wouldn't trade her for the world.

    "Hi!" Rachel basically knocks me over as she runs up, distracting me from my thoughts. "Where's your boyfriend?" She winks.

   "I don't know, he's been leaving very early usually he rides the next bus." I exhale as I watch her ponder her thoughts.

   "Oh, well at least you got to see him..." She murmurs under her breath, making me realize she doesn't like him.

   "Yeah. I guess. But-"

   "Hey babe" I get cut off by Michael when he and John walk up.

   Michael grabs Rachel from behind by her stomach and lifts her in the air. "Michael put me down!" She gets set down gently and Rachel turns around and whacks him in the arm.

   "Ahh harder!" Michael yells. Him and John synchronized in laughter.

   I have just met John a few weeks ago. It turns out he's my age but goes to a different school. To me, he looks like a hot tenth grader. But John doesn't date. He's to perverted for that. He only gets close to a girl if he's able to get in their pants. Which since he's so cute, it works...for him.

   We all walk around together until we get to see Nolan and Terrance. Nolan looks like a fricken retard because it's like fifty degrees and he's wearing a tee-shirt and shorts. But he doesn't seem to feel the effect of the cold. Nolan went to Sadie Hawkins dance with my sister, Kiera. That's a ninth grade dance, now their both tenth graders that are just friends. Terrance is kind-of a trouble maker, but at the same time he knows when to pick-and-choose his fights. He tends to stay one the sidelines. Mostly just selling weapons like brass knuckles, takers, and pocket knives at school. But he's cool, he likes to hide his emotions though.

   "Hey" I say as I walk up realizing all of my friends other than John have no clue who these people are. So instead of making it awkward I decide to introduce them. All they do is say 'hi' like they've all just seen each other naked.

   I sit there and think of everyone's personalities and what it would be like if we could all just hang out together sometime. Nolan grabs my shirt pulling me towards him, taking me away from my daydream. "What is that for?" He asked dumbfounded.

   "It's my libero jersey for volleyball." I say like it's obvious.

   "What's a libero? And why do you wear white and the rest of your group wear green?" He instated, not seeing my annoyance.

   "You ask a lot of questions. A libero is a defensive specialist, or a digger. I wear white because I only play back row, and don't follow rotation rules so the officiate has to be able to tell me apart."

   "Oh. So your the special one?" He says in a sarcastic tone.

   "No. Not really I play the same as everyone else. I'm just better at back row."

   "Whatever" he mocks, as if he could do better.

   "It's time to go. Bye, see you tomorrow." I say directing towards Nolan, Terrance and John.

   I walk towards the building slowly taking in my surroundings. I can see all the different groups along the way. The nerds, the jocks, the goths, the wannabes, then my group at the end. The one most people refer to as, the preps. The thing is I don't think of it as being preppy. We all just date popular guys, get along well and, play a lot of sports like volleyball, traveling basketball, rugby, and fast pitch. Cheerleading is another thing we do but it's basically not a sport.

   I kind of squeeze into the mix with people around me constantly saying their hellos. I just want to go inside get school done with and get to volleyball to finish out my day and sleep. Although that means in the morning I have to start all over again.

   After multiple hellos from the wannabes the bell finally rings. I walk in through the crowd awaiting my awesome day to begin.

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This is my first book! It's actually a biography but my name isn't Cadyn in the book, it's Bailey. Every other name is 100% real. This all happened and I'm bearing the results of how people think of it. If you are too young to read steamy books you should stop because in the next chapter I'm going to get more in depth with my life. Thanx for reading! Plz read more! Luv you all! ❤️💯💋

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