Who i am and the story of my life

The Beginning

I had a family, Friends, A good life, Until the day i started the 3rd grade. I started getting bullied just because of what i look like and everything. I started getting called a Bitch, A loser. Ugly, Dumb, Retarded, And stupid. Getting told to go kill yourself, nobody likes you, U don't deserve to be alive. U ugly fucking freak! The bullying didn't stop until the 7th and 8th grade. Well maybe this will get better i don't know ive been called these things my whole life . Well my life is messed up pretty much but when i was 11 years old. I got raped by my 14 year old cousin at the time it's been 4 years since it happend.He's 18 now. My parents loved me i had friends who loved me, would steal me and keep me as their own. I have Kryla ( Kat) who i love very much as a sister she means the world to me, i would do anything for her even if i have to sacrifice myself and get into fights for her. I had Fred, A guy who i love and care about as a brother and who loves me as a bestfriend / sister. I had Damien but were not friends anymore so i can't talk to him anymore probably. I had, jessica. A girl who cares about me and loves me as a sister, I had Taleah,  Kevin, Connor, Maria and my family. I have Collen, one of my guy bestfriends  and is my friend.  Today i got slapped in the face by my best friend Jessica just because i said that i almost felt like not eating.