KELLINS POV~
~I wanna fly, I'm ready to burn down all the walls that I've been building up inside~
I wake to the light appearing out the bedroom window. Her body still pressed into mine, my arms still around her tightly. I feel my body relax as she moves the slightest, turning lightly in her sleep. I don't dare move; in fear that I'll wake her, instead I sit here, soaking up her presence. She takes a deep breath, it then changing and I know she's awake.
"Morning" I say with a lower tone, she grumbles; something she must do as she's wakes in the morning. She turns to face me and my eyes widen at the sight. Her eyes; as beautiful in the morning light as they are the dark sky. Her features glowing in the light of the morning sun, she's a sight of beauty if you've ever seen one.
"Hi" she says in her sleepy voice. She rolls over to face me, leaning into my bare chest; warming it with her touch, relaxing my muscles even more then what they already are. She gives my chest a peck before tracing around the caged mockingbird on my shoulder. She sure does love doing that, and I do love it when she does it.
"How did you sleep?" I ask her with full intentions in her saying she did in fact sleep well. How could you not? I sure as hell did, in fact that was one of the best night sleeps I've had in a while, years in fact. Because I had one beautiful girl sleeping next to me. Not because we'd just had sex, but because we were cuddling and taking each other in. A nice thing I would say.
"Not too bad, you?" She asks and a smile grows on my face. She gives out a tiny giggle and I direct her to come closer toward me. I pull my arm under hers and pull her closer toward me; sending her straight up. I give her forehead a nice kiss and she blushes at the direct approach.
"It was, alright. I enjoyed sleeping next to you" I say before I know I've actually said it. She just gives out a little laugh, followed by a little sigh. I give myself a metaphorical slap to the face and grab Gracie's hips, making her jerk away from me instantly. I grab her hips once more and pick her up, placing her on top of me. To my surprise, she doesn't leave my lap, she just sits there, tracing along my skin. In hopes to waste time.
"Do you want to head back soon?" I ask her and she gives me a look of surprise, she shrugs her shoulders intently and then gives out a sigh. To my sadness, she starts moving off of me and gets to the side of the bed. Before she's able to get any further, I grab her arm and she jerks her head toward me. I direct her to come to me but she doesn't listen. She hops out of bed and that alone sends my body into shivers. I immediately get up, out of bed and make my way toward Gracie.
"Are you okay?" I ask her from behind putting my hands around her waist.
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" She answers my question with a question, something that only makes my frustration linger. I squeeze her tightly and she jerks back into me. Something that only makes me squeeze her tighter. I smile at her actions and kiss her right shoulder blade.
"I don't know. Do you not want to go?" I move toward the kitchen and pull out two mugs for a coffee. I look back toward her and my eyes are taken back by her beauty. She stand there in something as simple as the White shirt I had on before; nothing else, and she looks like one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen in my life; and not to brag but I've seen a lot of girls in just a shirt, none of them to the extent of this ones beauty.
"It's probably time to head off. My mums probably wondering where I am," the mention of parents makes my mind scream 'preppy' but I push away that thought. I don't care if this girl was the queens niece, she still would mean something to me.
No one can say this was like any other time I've had a girl over before, because of all the other countless times, when I'd've had other girls over, I'd sleep with them and then that'd be all. But with Gracie, it's so much more. Yeah, I didn't actually sleep with her, but that's because I actually think she's something more then just a toy. I actually connected to her like no other person I have ever connected with in my life, and for that I'm grateful.
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Heroine {A Kellin Quinn Fanfiction}
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