The life I once asked for...

This is only the beginning...

As you're doing something, you realize something else. Something interesting that words can not express about your life. Let's imagine this, for just a second. Let me just let you understand something about my life before something else drastic happens.

My life sucked and I couldn't do anything right. I was a disappointment to most people but I still had a lot of friends. Even if they were the kind of people who would stab you right in the back just to get what they wanted from me and then they'd leave and come back when they need help. I had a lot of those but I still tended to care for them because I trust too easily and I care too much about people who don't care one bit for me.

My life before Monday, October 3,2014 sucked. I was just there like I was in the world but wasn't living. I wasn't that exciting but some people actually liked me. They thought I was interesting and pretty and honesty, I'm the opposite.

Most people didn't understand me. I'm quite complicated and my mind is completely different from everyone else's. I think of things no one would ever think of. I was smart, just not smart enough to understand when people are using me. Even if I did understand, they'd still do it because I can't do anything about it.

I can't reach to expectations that most people have. I was a mistake and didn't belong here in the world. Then someone came into my life and decided to change me without actually trying to change anything. He understood me like no one else did and he helped me become who I really am but that is only the beginning of what he did for me. He is amazing..