Another sleepless night. Ive become more and more restless. Every time I close my eyes to dream. Its a nightmare of me dying. Every time I die it's the same way. A bullet to the head. I run and run I think I have friends, but I'm sorely mistaken. It's they, my "friends" who lead me to my untimely death. It all started with a nightmare not too long ago. She died. My beloved killed before me shot in the head I couldn't save her. We were running she right behind me, tumbled and fell. I look behind me to glimpse the perfect moment of her death. But I do not wake I stay stuck in the nightmare in shock as someone tries to explain to me that she is dead. I nod my head yes, I know she is, but I can not fully grasp what has happened. My mind refuses to recognize the lifeless body as hers. Then the tears start to flow and finally I awake. She holds me as I silently weep her death that never happened. Shaken at the core. I go to sleep again within her arms the next day. I die the same way. A bullet to the head. It continues like this for a long time a never ending nightmare. A nightmare that I shall never forget.
