10 Things I Hate About You

Me

Dear Me,

I hate your negativity. ( You need to stop being a Grinch and start seeing the good.)

I hate how you old grudges. ( You need to move on eventually, grudges poison minds.)

I hate how you you hurt your pack. ( You hurt them with your words adn thoughts and actions.)

I hate how you blame yourself for Dad's death. ( You had no idea that you were a wolf. You had no idea.)

I hate how you are scared to leave. (Why are you scared of what is out there. You say you want to  leave but don't.)

I hate how you don't let yourself be happy. ( You deserve to be happy.)

I hate how push people, especially Seth and the little boys and Jake away. ( They love and care and you need to stop hurting them.)

I hate how afraid you are to love. ( Loving people is great, it's amazing knowing people care and that you let yourself care about them.)

I hate how you don't want to live your life. ( You are young, be a woman. Go on a date. Go get drunk. Go party. Go to college. Get your degree.)

I hate how you lost hope. ( Don't give up.)

I hate the fact that you hate being a wolf. ( It's a gift. You can protect the ones you love. Plus you are super fit and don't age.)

I hate the fact that there is so many things you hate about yourself. ( You are amazing and beautiful and don't forget that.)

I hate how you stopped letting people in.  ( They care so much and still they stay even after all you put them through.)

I hate how you pretend things are okay. (You can't always hold it in.)

But most of all, I hate who you made me be. I'm not that girl anymore.  I'm the not the girl who hates everything because she got screwed over. I'm not you. 

I'm Leah Clearwater and I love myself. 

I'm a new person. 

I'm happy.

So old Leah, goodbye and farwell forever.

Love, new and happier Leah

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