STUCK

I've never really known what it was like to have a true meaningful relationship. Every time I go in public I would see cute couples and wonder what it would be like to be in a relationship like that. I've always wished I could be like that.

But it's different.

See, I'm not the kind of girl boys fall in love with. At all. I'm usually the one who falls in love with other boys and usually they seem to not care. But I've actually had a serious long relationship, then It didn't work out cause he never talked to me.

People at my school date and they seem to have everything fine. People have crushes,boyfriends,girlfriends,or they either don't like anybody.

But I was stuck In a situation where I couldn't tell whether I liked him or not. Part of me did but part of me didn't. It's confusing.

Every day at school I'd see him. I'd see his smile, hear his laugh. He was almost perfect. But not quite.

He didn't seem like the guy someone like me would like but I don't know anymore. I knew he would never like me but I just told two of my friends and they never told him. Luckily. But they want to.

If I made someone guess who I liked they would never ever ever expect it to be him. But people fall in love with the most unexpected people at the most unexpected times. That's the way it goes.

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{OMG SORRY I DIDN'T FINISH MY OTHER BOOK!:( it's just that I don't think that way to Troy. I just think of us as best friends so yeah. }

But I'm gonna try my hardest to finish this book. And lol I know it's like so short right now but screw it for now I'm tired.

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