Secrets

3 years going on 30

Shai Pov

"I'm so damn tired of Marcus ass, all he do is laugh and lie tf kinda shit he on. He never come home and when he do he beating my ass for shit I ain't did yet" I cried to Sade my best and only friend. "Well i dont know what to tell you I been telling you to leave before you married his ass."She said honest and blunt as hell. Stupid Bitch was always right but I loved ha ass I Swear a bitch will get beat tf up fucking with dat one. Anyway I love Marcus, I been threw so much with him even before our wedding. He run da streets now but these past couple months the streets been running his ass. "Girl take yo ass to bed im bouta go home with my man" Sade said snapping me away from my thoughts. "I am" i said. Its 3am and Marcus still wasn't home, I tried so hard not to think he was cheating but with our past I couldn't help it, I thought dosing off to sleep.

Marcus POV

"Fuck" I moaned as pulled my dick out my side bitch Ashley. I been fucking this bitch for bout 3 months now. I don't love her or nothing Shai just pregnant and she been getting on my damn nerves arguing all the time. I Told Shai that Ashley was my friend she don't need to know shit else, If she find out I'm fucking this bitch she damn sho gone leave a nigga and I cant have that shit. "I'm out" I told Ashley grabbing my car keys. "Marcus I'm pregnant" She yelled as I headed toward the door. "Iight" I said walking out. I know shai sleep but she bouta fuck me too tf she think she my damn wife. I pulled up at our house and walked in, "Bae wake up" I said rubbing on her ass, shit was getting big since she was pregnant and shit. She rolled over and kissed me. "yeah baby" she said sounding sexy as hell. My dick got hard as hell. "Fuck Daddy" I said she just looked at me confused and went to start sucking my already hard dick. But instead she came back up and started crying. "Tf wrong with this bitch this pregnant shit" I thought to myself. "Marcus who you been fucking" She said still crying. "Nobody shai whats wrong" I asked knowing she smelled pussy on my dick because I forgot to wash my dick at Ashley's house. "Marcus your Dick Stink and yo nasty ass was bouta let me suck yo dirty ass Dick" She said crying harder. I grabbed her "Baby I wasn't fucking anybody I been trapping all day and sweating and shit" I said praying to god she go for it. She didn't respond she just kept crying. I hated seeing her cry. She was my soft spot she always has been. "Baby Id never hurt you like that I swear to God" I said trying to sound sincere as possible. "Get you some rest baby, I'm sorry I don't need you stressing with my seed in you so calm down and go to sleep" I said rubbing her ass till she finally stopped crying and dosed back off.

Shai POV

I knew in my heart Marcus was cheating, He was barely fucking me and he was staying out late or just not coming home. I found condoms the other day in his pocket when I was doing laundry. I got a trick for his ass though. "You ready" Dr Alex said handing me the anesthesia mask. "Yes" I said putting it on. I was sleep 3 mins later. "Shai! Shai!" I heard Sade yelling. "Yes" I said waking up. "Are you okay?" "Yes I ain't pregnant anymore so I'm great" I said. I had just had an abortion and I bought Sade with me so she could drive me home. "Marcus gonna kill you when he finds out shai" Sade said sadly as we drove home. "Yeah I know" I said like I didn't give a fuck I'm bouta do me. The Next day I made a dating profile on POF. I hid the app on my phone so Marcus wouldn't find it. Sade and I start our new job at TWC tomorrow and I was excited I was leaving Marcus soon and I needed my own money. "Sade you tryna go shopping I need a cute outfit for work tomorrow" I asked Sade, "yes bitch" She said grabbing the car keys

Marcus POV

So shai starting her New job and I'm happy so I can do wtf I want without her ass always Questioning me. I fold my fresh 100$ bill in half neatly pour my bag of coke and snort a lil bit before I hear a knock on the door, I put da bill in my lap "who tf is it?" I yell "Its me I left my purse" Shai yelled from the other side walking in. She looked at the coke then back at me and shook her head in disappointment and proceeded to walk out. "Fuck Her who tf was she GOD tf she judging me for" i thought to myself getting angry, "Ima beat ha ass when she get home Bitch got me bent" I mumbled pissed off at the look she gave me. Now Shai wasn't yo average bitch, She was bout 5"4, Dark Brown eyes, a small gut and a nice size ass enough for a nigga like me. She had shoulder length hair and Thick ass thighs, Smooth Brown skin Shit my dick getting hard thinking about her sexy ass, I was happy she was my bitch but she get on my damn nerves.

Shai POV

Sade and I walked into work. We was da baddest bitches there hands down. I had on a Sexy Maxi dress and some sandles, Sade had on a button up black dress with a waist belt and her sandles. We were in different training classes so I didnt see her till lunch. Work was work I walked toward my car and before I could get out the door, I saw the sexiest security guy, He was brown skinned with a gorgeous smile, and his body was built so perfect, He had shoulder length dreads and glasses. Gosh he was so sexy to me I damn near ran into the door tryna look at his ass. "Let me get tf on before I get in some shit" I thought to myself.