Slowly and painfully, she feels the immense pain in her chest deepen. She struggles to breath as she continues to cry and asks why it has to happen to her but she thinks to herself that she can't think that way. It all happens for a reason. She knows that every human, animal and or any object has a destiny whether not it is living or dead. But she still asks why it has happen to her, she already has been through so much. She realizes that she needs to stop crying and get up and dry her tears.
She knows she has to get through this for the sake not of only herself but also for the love of her life and her father. She dreams of escaping her mother's grip of emotional abuse and living with her father where she will cry less and be more happy. It is near dawn and she had just got done fighting with her mother, she is still laying on her bed clothed with last nights pajamas, praying that in a couple of months it will be all over. She looks over at her phone, it's a text message from her boyfriend.
"I love you baby, before you know both you and I will be free out of this state and free together. Just keep your head up and keep reminding yourself of our new future that is to come." He is so sweet, she thinks. This is why she fell in love with Lucus, he is clever, smart, funny, supporting and loving. She had met Lucus last year.Lucus was a little older than Ella but she didn't care she just wanted to be happy. She quickly sniffles and smiles brightly at her phone, with an awe that fills her blue eyes. She quickly replies back,
" Thank you baby for being there, for being my rock. I love you but I'm going back to bed, I need to sleep my tears off night." She turns over the phone onto the front and closes her eyes hoping that sleep will come easy.
A few hours later she awoke from her sleep. Drowsy and still sleepy, she looks in the mirror. She realizes that she needs to start to clean her face more often. She had some acne that surrounded her nose, chin, near her lips. But many others said she had a good complexion with the blue but gray eyes. The dark brown but auburn hair with highlights that came from the sun this past summer. The one skin tag that is underneath her left eye that came to her in her hereditary genes that were from her father. Lastly the full small but plump lips. She gazed at her reflection and ran her finger against her lips feeling the soft warm pink skin. Quickly she came out of her gaze and snapped back to reality. She had heard her phone, it must be Lucus. She reads the text and replies. Sets the phone down and grabs her diary. For the next minute or so she writes what she needs to and decides that she is hungry. She goes down stairs, grabs a bowl and some raison oats and pours herself of bowl of cereal then pours her lactose milk. Sits down and eats. Quietly she thinks. Ten minutes pass and she is done. The day passes quickly but slowly. The next day comes. Back to school...
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The One Forever Everlasting Life
RandomOne girl lives walking through life learning lessons along the way but they don't come easy, her name is Ella and she is 17. Her mother and her butt heads very often and dreams of moving away to live with her father to escape her mother abusive ways...