In one week is the day I am flying to London. Yeah. London. You see I won this apartment on a competition and here I go! I get out of bed and put on an everyday casual outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=82616415) and I simply couldn't wait for the day to start.
James' POV
Jessica's leaving today....She will be gone for ..for....forever..... What will I do without my BEST FRIEND? The one I know from the day I was born? The one I can't stop thinking about? The one I secretely have feelings for but I can't admit? God, I surely will miss her....
Jessica's POV
James should be here by now....Where is he? Oh there he is. I see him on the street...
-Hey James :D
-Hey Jess what's up?
-You seem sad...What's wrong?
-Well... Um.... You see... I'm gonna miss you SO BAD when you leave....
-Aww.... Well...you can always come with me...
-No, I can't, I really can't... I am DYING to come but I can't....
-Why not?
-I have my life here, I can't just leave like that!
-You used to say I am your life, so it shouldn't be a problem since your life is leaving too...
-Things have changed Jess....
-Okay... Sorry....
-Don't be stupid, you don't have to say you're sorry ;) I will never forget you, you know!
-Neither will I....
I am so sad right now I think my stomach's about to blow up from all the ice-cream.... James... Oh James...:(
James' POV
That wasn't easy... But she is my bestest friend! I can't have FEELINGS for her! So I need to let her go... I am sorry Jess... So sorry.... I don't think I will ever be the same without your laugh, your eyes, your presence... I wish this was a bad dream but I wouldn't be feeling the pain if it was... Jess, I love you. I truly, undoubtedly, sincerly, faithfuly, simply love you. But the problem is, you can't know. If I let you know I might lose you forever. But what's the point since you will be gone forever anyways? I guess I have to tell her....
Jessica's POV
I still don't understand why won't he come with me. I mean, it's not as if he won't have a place to stay, and I will be there for him! So why not? I guess I should just phon-
*phone rings*
It's James.
-Hey there.
-Hai James.
-I wanted to ta-
-I wante-... Um, you go first.
-Okai, so I've been meaning to talk to you like FOREVER! You see, I love you!
-I love you to James! You know that.
-I do... But I lo-... Just forget it. What did you want to tell me?
-Nothing important... I just wanted to talk to you, that's all.
-Okai..Bye.
-Byebye.
He was trying to tell me something... Aw God. I am so tired.
James' POV
I simply couldn't tell her! She is so beautiful with her blonde hair and her brown eyes and I can't afford to lose her. That's all. I have to tell her someday, though. Just not today.
