2014, 24th December
Me and my sister Malin, were going to meet eachother, today!
That was my Christmas gift, they said.
Exactly what I wished for.
I am so happy!
So, I got to the shower, and wash myself.
This year, I am 15years old.
(I WROTE WRONG YEAR FROM THE START, SORRY!)
When I got out, I took on a shirt that said "Asking Alexandra".
And black jeans, I took on shoes and ran out.
"Happy Christmas everyone!" I screamed before I leaved, I were running so fast I could,which were really fast!
As I came closer the meeting place in the woods, I start to walk, I could see that nobody were there yet.
So I walked, and listen to high music in my headphones, I was looking into my iPhone and was going to change song.
Suddenly, somebody ran to me, a short girl, and hug me.
First I got scared, then I let go of my phone and hugged back, tight.
I could hear the girl, that she were crying, so did I.
I looked at her face.
"M-malin.." I whisper and just hugged her tighter.
"It's been 12years..", she whispered.
We both were crying, then I stop, try to clam her down.
She softly whisperd, "I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry..".
Then we talked how we feeled, we laughed sometimes, after 5hours, she had to go.
"I will take the bus about 3hours,, gonna be fast you know."
She said with a ,"smile" on her face.
I huged her tight, and then I realize the scars on her arm, all over her shoulder, everywhere.
"What...w..what..", I slowly said, didn't know what to do or say, she then just walked away with music in her ears, I tried not to cry, but it was really hard.
When I got home, the time were around 6pm, I layed in the bed and fall asleep, when I woke up, my stepdad walked to me.
"Y-your sister are..." , he took a deep breath, gave me the suicide letter from Malin. (I DON'T WANNA SAY WHAT SHE WROTE)
I start to cry hard, my stepdad hugged me tight and said, "She jumped infront of a train.." he keeped talking.
"STOP! IT'S ENOUGH!!", I screamed, he understood the pain, so he walked out, as he did it, I locked the door, and start to cut deep om my legs, ALL over them.
My life were just a mess..
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