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Tear spill from my eyes as i sit againist the cold brick wall of my school building. Today was AWFUL, thinking about it makes me cry even harder. 'Why can't i just end evrything already?' I taught ' Why do they hate me?' I wiped my eyes and took out my little compact mirror, to make sure my make up didn't run to much. I looked in the mirror. The person i saw was not me. This person had glassy blood shot eyes and red cheeks, with make up running down them. I wiped off my cheeks with my sleeves and reapplied a light amount of black eye liner.
No, I'm not goth, but alot of people think i am just because of my make up. I wear some black cloths and dark make up, but not always. I got up from the cold ground and started walking home. I didn't have a car yet, because my family couldn't afford one. I live with my mom, my abusive step dad and my little brother. My mom lost her job about five months ago, and it's been very hard for her to get another job, so she stays home and watches my little brother,Liam who's now three years old.
It's 4:30 now, I have to be at my first gig at 5:00. People have told me I'm a good singer but i never really thought i was that good. I think i'll figure that out I just hope nothing goes wrong tonight. When i got home i changed out of my dirty cloths and changed into a plain white shirt with a gray long sweater over it, a pair of skinny jeans, and black combat boots. I grabbed my guitar and case and run down the stairs. Lucky my step dad Greg, wasn't home yet or he would beat me for no reason, he's probably at a bar getting drunk. Who goes to a bar at 5:00?
It was still bright out so I could walk to the club I was singing at. Gosh, Mullingar was so beautiful at night! I deicided i was going to take a shortcut down an alley. I was walking down the alleyway, when I saw Him,Niall Horan and a group of his friends. As soon as they saw me, one of Niall's friends, Will pinned me up against the wall of building.
"Well don't you look like a slut." Will said
"Leave me the hell alone asshole!" I yelled in his face.
Will tighten the grip on my wrist and hit my head against the wall, but not to hard to make me bleed. The sleeves of my sweater fell showing my scared up wrist. I've been cutting ever since the middle of my first year of highschool and it hasn't gotten any better. I even keep a razor in a little pouch in my back pocket and another in my bag.
Will see's my scars and says with a smirk
"Oh let me help you with that."
Will reaches in my back pocket and gets out the pouch with the razor in it and squeezes my bum as well. The feeling of his hand on me makes me sick to my stomach. Will takes the razor and drags it across my wrist cutting deeper than I ever have before, making me screech in pain. His hands are still on my wrist making me even sicker. I quickly kicked him in the balls and ran down the alley
"You little slut!" Will yells in pain
I could hear them calling an running after me.
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Authors Note:
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