Why me?

I met this guy on the internet one day. We would talk for hours like if we had met eachother before. I would tell him all my secrets because i thought we would never see eachother in person so he couln't tell nobody my businsess, then one day he told me he wanted to hang around sometimes, he knew my parents wouln't let me out especially with him because he was way older than me so he convinced me to leave school one day. We were having so much fun together. We bought ice cream and watched movies together. Everything felt ok until i felt like i couln't keep my eyes open nomore i felt as if i had no control over my body. "is this feeling normal?" I asked the guy but he never answer. I was scared and wanted to leave but i couln't get up, he told me everything was going to be alright. Hours past by and all i could remember was having his body against mines, it was horrible i din't know where i was, and how i was going to get home, but the worst part was how was i going to tell my parents about what happened to me. I asked someone for a phone and called my bestfriend and told her i needed help. "where are you?" she said. I had no idea where i was at so i asked the man that let me borrow the phone. I was in Miclekreek, that was one hour away from my house. It felt as if my friend was taking forever to come get me. No words could describe how i felt that day. When she showed up she held me and asked me what happened to me "I got kidnaped but i ran away. Im ok now" i told her. She asked me if he had done something to me. Crying i responded "No, just take me home please." On our way home i told her not to tell anybody about what happened not even my parents "but why not?" she asked. "please" i stated. I got home and my family were having lunch together they asked me to join them "Im not hungry" i said. I went to my room and cryed my self to sleep. I heard people talking around me calling my name I thought it was a dream turns out i was at the hospital. I had all the machines connected to me and had people coming in and out the room asking me alot of questions about what happened to me. "What am i doing here?" i asked. my mom was besides me holding my hand "you woulnt wake up so we brought you to the emergency room." I was there for days, cops would come over and ask me all types of questions. I couln't take it anymore I wanted to disapear and act like nothing ever happened but i coulnt, i felt trapt in a bubble where everything had to do with what hapened to me that day. as time past by things were going back to normal the cops said they had found the guy and he was in jail since that day I din't have random people come over to intorigate me about the incident. No one knew about what had happened to me that dat day exept my parents. Two years past by and i would still act as if that day never hapened but deep down inside i was still in pain there was not one day i woulnt think about why this happened to me and cry myselft to sleep. It seemd like i was starting to forget about it but my phone rang in school one day, it was a private number but i still answered it It was that guy he said he was going to look for me when he got out and kill me i was really scared but i never told no one about that phone call i just disconected my phone and i never heard of him again. Times were hard for me because i felt like i would never fit in with the rest of the girsl in school because i had that dark secret so i decided to tell them one day not knowing they would use that against me. Everyone in school knew about it they would point and laugh and make fun of me all the time. All i could think of was comitting suicide. That same night i went to my moms medicine cabinete, wishing all the pain would go away i took a few pills not knowing this would hurt my parents. I could see them crying "mom why are you crying?" i said but i din't understand why they wouln't look at me as i spoke to them then thats when i realised i was dead. None of this would have happened if i had never met that guy online. And i still ask my self "Why me?." . . thank you for reading my story. please vote!(: