Chapter 8. .
*** smut trigger rape ***
I was relieved in away. Cas hadn't left me or forgot me. However I was alone again, and I wasn't normal. I didn't know what to think. But I felt better since Cas healed me. I could breath and not want to cry.
The door opened and I sighed, chewing my lip. I heard him chuckle and I met his black eyes. I knew he knew. I wasn't sure what he knew but I knew he knew something. He sat on the end of the bed and didn't touch me. I looked away.
"How is the Hassian doing? I see you recovered quickly." Misha slurred and slide a little closer to me. I don't say a word, and I didn't move. "Your future is looking pretty interesting." He moved closer and I demanded myself not to move. I didn't want to get hurt again so soon. He moved closer and slide a hand over my stomach rubbing as if something was in it. "This will be growing soon enough."
My heart dropped. I really hope he just wanted me to be fat. I gulped and shook my head scolding myself not to move. He didn't hit me yet as if to give me a warning. He rubbed my stomach even more. "It'll grow to be really strong, strong enough to rule the nations." He chuckled and leaned more so to me. "It's a shame you don't understand what you are, or what you hold inside."
I told myself all my life I wanted to be different, and now I was regretting it. I wanted to be normal. "Why don't you just tell me then..." I needed to know and maybe I could gut it out of him.
He laughed again. "Well, let's just say it's not you, it adjust what's in you. A power that courses through your veins that will be passed down, why did you think Castiel saved you such a long time ago? He had too, your going to change history, but that just took a wrong turn with me." He tried to convince me and I looked away as his hand still laid in my stomach.
I began to connect more and more dots. It was not a pretty picture. He pushed me back against the bed getting on top of me. He was already hard and excited for his next actions. I shook my head and thrashed, he held up his hand and I stopped moving. I wanted Castiel back. Misha was an abomination. Tears began to fill my eyes. I didn't want to be pregnant.
I didn't want to have a demons child, and the way he made it sound, mixing a demon with whatever I am, a Hassian will make it all powerful.
I began to question Castiel too. Why didn't he tell, or what wasn't he telling me. I knew it was probably just the demon lying... but I started to think Cas only saved me because he had too.
The thought was killing me. The demon began to peal off my cloths and I let him. Not in a sense I wanted too... but I didn't want to get hurt. I had more or less excepted my fate of getting pregnant, but by no means was I going to enjoy this.
I had my own plan in my mind of how to get rid of the child. He took off his cloths and we were both naked. He didn't take or waste any time thrusting into me. I let out a small scream as I thrashed. I didn't want this. No, I change my mind, I won't expect this. Those were my thoughts as he let his hand strike my face making me stop. I felt a bruise already.
He kept thrusting as I tried to push him off but he just went deeper and my screams grew louder. I cried and wished I would just die. Perhaps that was it. After this I could just kill myself... and it be over. No more worries. He went harder into me, he was going for his own orgasm this time.
I cried knowing I would most likely get pregnant. I honestly thought it would be with Cas, I never thought we would but if we decided to I would be for it. I cried but I didn't want this disgusting creature to be inside me or have his child. I was scared.
"Please no!" I screamed and did everything I could to try and remove him but his hips went faster and pounded into me. The pain grew as he showed no mercy. "Cas!" I called for help but none came.
After I said my angels name the others eyes darkened and he slapped my face and thrusted harder I was sure my pelvic bone were bruised
My eyes widen and I fell silent as he let out this long moan and he came inside me. My heart dropped out of my chest. He panted and pulled out slowly as I laid limp. I was unable to move again. I began to weep. He stood up and looked at me as if I was a piece of work he just finished. My body was trembling and my eyes shut as I held my breath.He slipped on his pants. He came over to where my torso was and leaned down to my face. "We only have to wait now," he slurred and kissed my forehead as if he cared. I knew he didn't. He turned and walked out the door.
I pulled my self up using the head board. I was still weeping. White cum was all over the bed and in me. I wanted and needed a shower. I thought of ways I could kill the thing while it was in my body. I thought of old TV shows that had done similar things... but I didn't want to do that to myself. How could I.
I prayed to Castiel to come in my sleep again. I wondered if he could take the baby away or kill it like he healed my wounds... I had no idea. I soon fell asleep crying, I waiting for Cas in my dreams but he never came.
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Angel to Demon
Fanficmain character (goes unnamed.can be you if you wish).she has a relationship with Castiel. it all fluffy with them. no sex because Cas is Asexual. however after Cas leaves for over a year leaving the woman alone and depressed things change.