Angel to Demon

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Chapter 9.

A couple days past and I didn't see that demon except when He brought me food and stuff. Then he just left. I would look at my stomach as if it was already growing and it probably was. His seed was inside of me. I didn't spend hours crying this time, I was to shocked and afraid to cry. I sat on my bed eating some sort of sandwich.

I was lucky to get food but that thing just wanted my baby strong. And as I thought of it more, the more I wondered. What would the child be like, since I'm a Hassian or whatever. And its passed down will the thing be normal.

I sighed and remembered my baby would be part demon too. The thought rattled my teeth.

A month past and I small bump was forming and I wanted to kill it. I remember in one of my favorite tv shows they used a coat hanger to distort the embryo. I just had to shove it up myself and, that sounded so painful.

But I needed to, this thing couldn't be born. So I got a metal old coat hanger unraveling it. I sat naked against the door so that thing couldn't get in as easily. I shook my head at myself, couldn't really do this could I...

I began to move my hand and hangers metal tip went inside me. I shivered and gasped as I tried to ignore the feeling. I had already started crying before I felt any pain. I chewed my lip causing it to bleed as I tried to map out in my mind were to go. I felt as if I just poking around.

Then finally I managed find the right spot. With all my might I forced myself to pop the embryo bag or whatever it was. Blood began to flow out of myself, l was gushing out blood. I covered my mouth almost screaming.

I was in so much pain. I wanted to die. I should have just killed myself there, but the thought of Castiel coming back kept me going. I cried out for him, wanting him but he never came.

I stood up in pain only to have more blood flow out of me. I held onto the wall not wanting to fall. Soon the blood began to stop. I grabbed a towel and began to clean up the mess. The whole time I was crying. I felt so disgusting. I snuck to the shower and rid myself of the red stain. I stayed in the bathroom hidden. I was curled up against the wall.

Then there was a loud yell and I knew Misha was near.