Angel to Demon

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Chapter 11.

LAST CHAPTER

"Castiel please just explain." I said after a ten minute silence. He just looked at me. It was making me mad. I wanted to know. I deserved to know what I was. I had to deal with this shit I deserved to know what the shit was.

He ran a hand through my hair then cupped my cheek. "You do not wish to know." He said and I felt his thumb run across my cheek.

"You're right, I don't want to know, but Cas I need to know." I told him and he finally agreed to tell me.

But first he pulled me closer and kissed me. He kept our foreheads together. I closed my eyes listening to him.

"The Hassian. One of kind. It's not you. It's what's in you. Like a virus that had been in you since day one." His voice was low and attentive. "You have always been destined to get pregnant by anything other than a human. Great power can be brought from the child if you conceive from an Angel. Dark power of that from a demon." He pulled me close and rubbed my back.

I felt perfectly fine so far but he was trying to comfort me. I felt like I should be comforting him.

"I was sent to be that Angel. I messed up. I wasn't suppose to fall in love, I wasn't suppose to stay and be with you. I was scared of hurting you." He continued and I felt like he wasn't telling me something. I moved my hand to his chest.
"I... due to a prophecy, I was suppose to leave and a demon was suppose to come and make you conceive. That's why I left. I counted the days til I returned. I knew what was going to happen to you. I couldn't do anything to stop it." He said and I felt his teardroll down on my hand. "I could have stopped him. I shouldn't have let that happen to you, but my orders, I had to obey."

I understood. But honestly I felt myself getting mad. I went through all that shit because God or whoever told Castiel not to save me. I didn't understand.

"Things are still unraveling. It's hard to explain, but this isn't over yet." He said that and pulled away. I was confused at first as to why he was he was leaving. But then he started removing his trench coat and his shirt.

I was extremely confused but didn't say anything. However seeing his vessel begin to get naked I moved away. I had seen /Cas/ naked and rape me. Sure it wasn't him. But it looked like him. I pulled my knees to my chest moving away. I closed my eyes so I didn't have to see.

He must have noticed because I felt his hand on my knee telling me it was okay. I didn't open my eyes. I was hoping that maybe Cas was hot and just took it off to cool down. But I felt him pull me into his lap. When I opened my eyes. He was completely naked. My eyes widen and I pulled back.

I shook my head moving to stand to my feet. He pulled me back down and connected our lips. "Baby its okay." he told me. I felt him move me to my back on the bed.

I shook my head and moved again.

"I know what your thinking, I'm not going to hurt you, I don't want to hurt you." He said and pulled be into an awkward hug.

I didn't want sex. I didn't want to be touched in any sexual way. I had been raped too many times. I knew this was Cas and he meant well. But didnt he understand that I needed rest. My body hurt and I wanted just to be cuddled and cared for.

He pulled me back into his lap and rocked me. He hummed and kissed my head. He was trying to get me to relaxed. I felt his naked body against mine and I felt his dick getting hard.

My eyes widen and my heart dropped as I move quickly standing up heading to the door. He however beat me and locked the door. My eyes widen. What the hell was he doing.

"I love you... I don't want to hurt you." He said and moved closer to me. I began to move back. Secretly I hoped this was Misha, why would Cas be doing this to me. "You need to conceive. I have orders, this has to be done." he said gently and moved closer to me pulling me into his arms.
I closed my eyes. I was dreaming. I hoped I was. "Castiel please not right now. I'm sore and mentally scared. He hurt me so much Cas, please don't make me." I cleared my throat crying into him.

"You don't understand, we have to do this, you have to conceive today or its too late." He told me.

As if that was a great excuse. I didn't want to be pregnant. I just wanted to be left alone. I didn't want to be some prophecy. this was my life, it wasn't written in stone.

"I'm going to have to wither your willing or not. I don't want to hurt you, please just... it will not take that long." He said and I felt his tears roll down into my hair. I knew he didn't want to hurt me. I knew he loved me.

Maybe giving in and just doing it will make me feel better. Since it will actually be sex with Cas who I loved and not some demon. I nodded slowly and he lifted my chin into a kiss.

"I love you, if I didn't have to I wouldn't ask this of you." He said and ran a hand through my hair. I just nodded not wanting to think of it. I went and pulled off my cloths laying on the bed. I gulped and closed my eyes.

I saw him grab lube, alright good. this shouldn't hurt.

He climbed on top of me straddling my waist. "I'm sorry." He said and leaned down kissing me passionately. I kissed back and just wanted this quick. "Enjoy this, please." He said and opened the package of lubricant. I closed my eyes as he lubed himself up. I moaned softly as he felt him rub lube in me as well. At least I knew for a fact he didn't want to hurt me.

I felt him move position to where he could thurst in. I really didn't want this. But I was glad this was actually Cas. My body relaxed and I knew it would be okay.

He connected our lips as he pushed in slightly. I kissed back distracting myself. This didn't hurt that badly. It wasn't forced and I could tell he was trying so hard not to hurt me.

"It's alright Cas." I half moaned letting him know I was okay. He began to thrust in all the way. My hands found his shoulder as I squeezed them moaning. this was a lot better than Misha. Castiel kept kissing me and picked up the speed. I moaned on his lips as I made myself melt into the pleasure. I began to enjoy myself and actually thought I would make it to my climax. And he kissed me more and more passionately with light aggression.

It was so weird that after so long hearing Cas say he was Asexual that he was so good at fucking. My hand wound up the back of his neck. I played with his hair wanting more.

He finally came inside me. He panted and pulled away from my lips to breath. I took a deep breath too and opened my eyes.
He kissed me again and pulled out. He sat on his knees while I felt his seed deep inside me. I couldn't really move at first. He then pulled me into his arms again. I was always a sucker for that. He kissed me and smiled.

"You're going to have my baby." I saw him smile. And I laughed. I knew what he was doing. He was trying to distract me from the truth. I wasn't having a normal child.

He moved his hand over my stomach and I felt him heal my insides. I gasped and my body felt amazing. Why he didn't do that before sex... I don't know.

He held me close smiling and kissing me over and over. "I'm never going to let anyone touch you again.".He vowed but I had that weird feeling he was lying. I just didn't question though. I forced a smile.

***

A few months later my stomach began to grow and Cas didn't leave once. I began to forget about the whole Misha thing. It was as if I and Cas were a real family.

However that all changed when I went to the doctor to check on the child. But the doctor said I was having twins and that only one of them was Cas'.

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