Bump into LOve

“how does it feel to be in love ?” that’s always been  a question for me that I couldn’t answer. At the age of 18 I’ve never been experienced how to fall in love. I’m afraid to get hurt, and that my parents will be disappointed and get angry at me. I’m their little princess, they provided me everything that I need except for the freedom of having a boyfriend which is very impossible.

I could barely say my life is somewhat called “boring”. I go to school be at home at an exact time, having curfew is the excruciating part of it. Some say I’m lucky, well yes in a way that I have the  most loving and caring parents who give everything that I wanted but some ways not coz I haven’t experience the freedom to be in love and I’ve been craving for it for a long time.

I never expected that this time at this exact day I will met the love of my life but in a different and horrible way.

I’m in a hurry to be at my class when this white, lanky , less bulky  blonde colored hair  guy bumped me. “sorry” he said with a harsh voice and go. I picked up my book with a pettish face and proceed at my class still murmuring about that pervert guy.

“Ok class this is your new classmate , Edward Smith” Mr. Burgenstom introduced. “that was him!” I whispered at Andei and Kirsten my close friends. They smiled with amusement while looking at him with their reddish cheeks and said “he’s so cute!”. “no in fact he’s the most grotesque guy I’ve ever met!” I said with a grimaced face while looking at him.

After our class we headed at the cafeteria and have our lunch, with my stomach growling I immediately eat my lunch before I end up at the clinic because of severe starvation (the effect of having no breakfast). We eat our lunch silently then, whoop!! This guy again broke the silence that we have  “hey girls can I join in?” he said with a wide smile in his kissable red lips. I looked at him and those topaz eyes seem to look deep within me and I felt a sudden skip of my heart beat. Never noticed that I give an enormous  smile at him , recovering myself from being stunned  with his deity like beauty. I looked at my friends asking for their opinion , hoping that he didn’t give any malice with the smile I gave him. “sure” Andie and Kirsten said with a charming effect hoping that they would catch his attention. “would you mind if I sit down beside you pretty young lady?” he said with a hard sweet voice that cause my brain to malfunctioned “uhmm?” and before I could answer his question he comfortably sat beside me  while his cute deity face in front of me asking sorry for what he did this morning. Him glaring at me makes me feel uncomfortable , I looked down and said “ok” with a low voice. Who could ever say no to an angelic faced guy looking straightly at you with full of sincerity in his eyes. By the way I’m Edward Smith , “Ed” for short offering his white smooth hands at me while smiling with his perfect sparkling white teeth “I’m Rein Mariae Lim” I said softly and introduced Andie and Kirsten  who also shook hands with him. “nice meeting you, especially you my princess” he said thoughtfully as he look straightly in my eyes. I can feel the abnormal beat of my heart , I cant imagine me having goose bumps with my blood flowed over my face which made me look like a red ripe tomatoes. Before I can say anything he winked his cute eyes at me and bid goodbye. I couldn’t eat my lunch anymore , after what had happen  after  those reactions that I did . I wanted to go home and hide at my room. For the first time I felt that way, I don’t know what to do.

The sky was filled with stars shining brightly at the  horizon.  I Wanted to see a falling star and make a wish with a hopeful feeling that my wish would come true. As I waited for the star to fall I end up thinking about him. Even if I wanted to think about something else it’s still him playing in my mind.  While I was having my fantasy I saw a falling star and end up saying his name with a heartfelt wish to be with him  and share a lot of moments with him. In that instance I can really feel my heart thudded more faster than the normal beat of it.