Loki looked at you shocked but pulled the sheets off of you; he picked you up and sat on the bed placing you in his lap. Loki gently wiped your tears and moved a few strands of hair out of your face.
"What else happened?" Loki asked looking at you concerned, he wondered why you wouldn't look him in the eyes, that you weren't even a slight bit happy that he had come back.
"I was nothing but a child, I was so foolish and my father and I had no way else to live unless we stole food, clothes, gold..." You sighed sadly.
"The All-Father brought up the chargers a few years ago while I was in Asgard, he said I would never see my lover again... He was so angry took away my sight..." You mumbled.
"You're blind?" Loki looked at you devastated, "He had no right" Loki said sternly.
"He had every right... It was my fault... And now I'll never see my lover again... He was my everything" You cried.
"What was he like?" Loki asked trying his best to hold back his tears.
"He was the sweetest man I had ever met... We were deeply in love..." You smiled slightly, "He had these gorgeous emerald green eyes that just lit up when he smiled... He had the most wonderful cheekbones and soft, silky black hair..." You smiled brightly.
Loki looked deeply into your eyes that he finally noticed were a foggy blue.
"He was the love of my life; he meant everything to me... He was so caring, so loving, so passionate... I miss home so much!" You cried hugging him tightly.
"What was his name?" Loki asked as a single tear managed to stream down his cheek.
"Loki..." You muttered softly.
"But I'm here, I'm right here" Loki lovingly grasped your hands, "I came back for you my love..." Loki whispered to you.
"A year ago, on the news there was a report of a war in New York, that man had killed 80 people in two days... That he wanted to rule earth and would kill anyone who got in his way... You're not my Loki that I once knew" You pushed him away.
"You'd rather believe pathetic weak humans then me?!" Loki shouted angrily.
You whimpered and backed away, "See... My Loki that I once knew wouldn't yell at me like that..." You mumbled.
"I've done perfectly fine without you! I don't need you!" Loki shouted.
"I don't need you either!" You cried, "You're a monster now! I could never love a monster!" You screamed at him.
Loki stared at you sadly, he looked down heartbroken, "You have no idea how depressed I was when I found out Odin had banished you..." Loki mumbled, "I was heartbroken..." Loki sighed.
"Do you know how hard it was being banished to a land you know nothing about? To be blind and not be able to do anything! I had to memorize and make a mental picture of this place! I can't read anymore! I can't draw! I can't anything I could do before!" You screamed.
"I can't see you, I can't see Jane, I can't see the sun rise, I can't watch the rain fall... I'm blind and I'm useless" You cried.
"You're not useless..." Loki cupped your cheeks and put his forehead to yours.
"Yes I am... I can't do anything... I can't even see you..." You mumbled looking down sadly.
Loki took your hands and put them on his cheeks, "Make a mental image of me in your head..." He whispered.
You gently pinched Loki's cheeks, you felt his nose and gently ran your fingers across his soft lips, you felt his eyes than ran your fingers through his silky soft black hair.
