Finding Light

Chapter 6

"Calm down, everything will be okay." Why do people think that this sentence makes someone calm? I mean seriously, it makes you think that something bad's about to happen.

There was like 5 male doctors in a room with me, trying to 'calm' me down. I just want them to leave, I'm scared of man. I never know who to trust when I'm around them.

They kept touching me, trying to keep me still. I don't want their hands on me, it brings back too many memories. I freaked out even more when my hands got pinned up over my head. And hands were holding my legs down.

Every time I tried to tell them to stop touching and that I was scared, I got chocked with my tears. I leaved most of my life acting as if I was strong and brave, hiding my true color. But now, my true colors are coming out. A scared, unworthy and lonely girl.

I was screaming bloody mary. I don't know how but somehow in the middle of that chaos, I managed to fall asleep.
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When I woke up, I wasn't strapped down and there wasn't any males around. I was so confused, yet pleased. I also was in a different room. And when I looked down, I was in a comfortable bed and I was changed into a large t-shirt.

Something smelled really good, and I knew it was coming from me. I smelled the shirt and oh my god, let me just tell you, I went to heaven and came back. Holy fuck, who's shirt is this? It has to be illegal for something to smell this good.

I realized that the shower was on. That should've been the first thing to notice but, whatever. My heart started to pound. Who was in there? Was it the same person that changed my clothes? Why do I feel so anxious?

As I waited for the person to come out I realized that the pillows and the blanket had that same small as the shirt. I turned around and bury my face in the pillow, to get more of the smell. I felt safe for some weird reason. I almost forgot how that felt like until now.

Five minutes passed and the door to the bathroom finally opens. I turned to my side to get a better view of who it was. I literally stopped breathing and my heart beats became irregular.

There standing in just a towel, a gorgeous male. He had very well defined 6 packs, and muscles all over his body. Brown hair that's long enough to grab, sparkly green eyes and pink/red lips. I stared at his lips longer than i attended to. I did a quick look over at his perfect body before returning to his eyes.

I lucked my lips unconsciously and bit down on my bottom lip. I was so wet just by looking at him. His mouth parted and I heard him take a sharp breath in. And before I know it, he was out of the door.

Why did you have to eye fuck him. I scolded myself. Now he's scared of me. He probably thinks I'm a weird sluty teenager.
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Seth ( P.O.V )

I heard screaming and crying coming from one of the house hospital rooms and felt a sharp pain in my heart. Was that the girl that was accidentally hit? Earlier I got a call from my beta saying how someone in the pack accidentally shot a girl in the head.

Supposedly they went out to hunt and just heard movement and shot. They had thought it was an animal because no one usually goes that deep in the woods. It's pretty dangerous out there, especially at night. What was that girl thinking?

I had just gotten out of a meeting and was now going to check on this girl. As I walked closer, the most delicious smell cut my nose. Before I knew it, I found myself running to her the hospital room on the second floor. I never thought this day would come.

At this second, the only word my wolf knew was; mate. He kept repeating it over and over. I had to fight him for control because he kept trying to take over.

I didn't even bother knocking once I got to her room, I just barged in. The sight before my eyes was unbelievable. Five men were trying to hold her down. Her hands was pinned over her head, two different people are holding her legs, one man was talking to her and the other was taking notes.

Anger was boiling through my veins. I may wanted to rip their heads off right there and now. How couldn't they see that she was scared shitless. Her eyes were basically begging for them to listen to her or let her go. She was shaking for fuck sake, yet, they still didn't get the hint.

I slammed the door, to show my anger. "What the fuck are doing to her" I roared.

"We were trying to cal-" but I interrupted before that stupid sentence was finished.

"Get the hell out of here. In 5 minutes, all of you, meet me in my office. " the doctors hurried out the room as if something was chasing them.

I turned my attention to the girl on the bed. Right when I looked at her, I got hard. although I couldn't see all of hey face, because her hair was covering most of it, I could tell she was beyond beautiful. She had fallen asleep, yet she was still shaking.

I took her fragile body in my arms and cared her upstairs to my bathroom. I mind linked to a nurse asking her to come up and give my mate a bath. I would do it myself, but I don't think she'd like that.

I went to my office, while the nurse did her job, and talked to the five doctors. I gave them a very long lecture on how to care for woman and patients in general. I never want to see what I saw happen again.

Sylvia, the nurse, came to my office after my lecture to tell me she was done Anna the fuel is on my bed. And damn did I get hard thinking about my gorgeous mate laying in my bed waiting for me. I had to use my super speed to get upstairs, so the pack members didn't see my erection.

I slowly opened the door to find my delightful mate sleeping. She looked a lot more peaceful than before. Every moment I spent staring at her, my pants got tighter. My cock was twitching painfull. I decided to take a cold shower, a very cold shower, to get rid of my problem.

I took a longer shower then I was attending to. I dryed myself quickly and wrapped the towel around my waist. Opening the door, I saw that my mate was awake. She turned to her side and examed me from head to toe. I just stayed there and watched her stare at me.

When she was done, she licked and bit her lips. My imaginations went wild. Gabe, my wolf, got jealous because he wanted to be the one to bit and lick her lips.

"Please let me mark her" Gabe begged me.

"Not yet, wait until we get to know each other" I told him.

Gabe was not taking no for an answer he kept on trying to take control. Before my eyes changed colors, I ran out of the room. I don't want to rape my mate. Knowing Gabe, I don't think he'd care if he raped his mate.