when are you waking up?
-never..
-why, you have to move on with your life evantually..its been 2 years.
-2 years? huh? But It's felt like forever..without-
-why..why are you wasting your time? do you want to die?
- ___
-huh? answer me!
- I DON'T WANT TO GET UP BECAUSE EVERY SINCE HE DIED EVERY SINGLE WAKING SECOND WITHOUT HIM IS TORMENTING! I NEVER WANT TO GO I NEVER WANT TO GO ANYWHERE EXCEPT THIS BED IM GOING TO STAY HERE FOREVER!
-pshh, it must just be a phase...whatever
-im laying here with a purpose..a reason. because if i don't sleep i can't dream..& if i can't dream i can't see his face..& if i can't see his face constantly i run the risk of forgetting his face..it vanishing & that beyond anything would be the absolute worst pain i could experience.
-without having his face to hold onto i wouldn't have the memories & these memories are the only thing
k e e p i n g m e a l i v e
