Losing Myself

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Thursday, December 11, 2014

Dear Carter,

He said it was ok. He said everything would be alright. He hurt me so much. I was only 13, Why'd he let them hurt me? I didn't mean to be this way. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be like this... Over and over my screams cried out as if anyone could here me. The sound of the tearing inside... It hurt me so much. I cried, gasping for air. The laughter of them was like a tape recorder going on over and over in my head. Every time I close my eyes I can see them hear them, feel them. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I couldn't...live. As the tears rolled down my face caressing my rosy cheeks. I felt myself slowly dying. He said he'd never hurt. He said it was alright. I have nothing. Nobody. I'm alone. Crying to myself.


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