All Around You (Troyler AU)

Hiatus

Hi guys. This is really hard for me to write and I was almost considering not posting this at all, but it's been almost a month since my last update and I thought I'd keep you guys informed.

As of right now, I have no will to convince myself and write this fic. It's not that I don't like the fic anymore, no, I really do love this thing like it's my child and I want to see it finished. But right now a lot of things come into factor.

I'm very busy. It's my senior year and I have SATs and College apps and AP classes and theatre and volunteer work and I'm just overwhelmed. Writing is my free-time hobby and I already feel bad enough that I didn't have a consistent schedule in updating this fic.

Then there's the problem with the relationship factors of this fic. Personally, and please don't be upset, but I feel like it's undeniable there's a complete lack of anything Troyler. Not just in the fandom, but in real life. So I didn't have much motivation. Also, as much as I hate to say it, I was just dumped. My girlfriend broke up with me recently, and there was an entire week of me contemplating relationships in general and being very upset. What I had planned for the next few chapters of this fic were pretty fluffy and light and happy-go-lucky and honestly I don't feel like I could write that right now. I thought it'd be fine but it honestly does hurt to hear about it. I'm still hurting. It was so easy to write when I had it and now I'd just be writing about all of these things that'll remind me about her and my previous relationship.

So...hiatus. I don't know how long. I don't know if it's permanent or not (I doubt it). Right now, I just need my time. I'm so freaking sorry, you guys. I wish I didn't have to do this but it feels right to just let go for a bit. I'll talk to you guys later. I love you all so much, thank you for everything <3