True loves kiss?

To say she was a beautiful woman would be an understatement, an insult on her beauty. I would compliment her on the smallest of things every time me met and yet she never once allowed me to kiss those plump lips that sat on her admirable face and yet I longed for it the more I was refused it, she would laugh and mock and I too would play along to the sound of her laughter, mimicking her ways and yet I was hurt so deep that hurting her seemed like the only way to complete the unit that we would become. What is mine is hers and what is hers is mine, I felt her laughter, I shared her tears and now I would share my pain.

I waited at our usual place as I played the cuffs and my crisp new shirt, I was nervous no doubt but her pain was the answer to mine, hers would eliminate mine and bring nothing but pure bliss into my body and hers would crumble beneath the happiness this night would bring me.

"Chris" she cheekily smiled as she approach me in a ravishing dress that clung to all the right parts of her body, the dark red brought out her pale legs in a way that caused me to lose my breath but nothing made my heart beat as fast as those lips. She had coated them in a red so bright it almost caused me to become faint with the idea of laying mine onto them in a way so soft and so light that it would seem none existent.

"Jade" I smiled back extending my hand, she ever so gently took a hold of it and stood closer to me, "you look out of this world, so, so, wow I don't even have a word in my mind that could even do how you look tonight some justice", she didn't smile or thank me, just laughed, as usual she would laugh my words away.

I tried my luck and leaned in for a kiss, this was the last chance I would give this delicate angle and she refused the gesture, little did her pretty little mind know that by doing so she was refusing her chance to live on.

"So what is this evening that you have planned for us?" she questioned, "oh you will see Jade, but trust me on this, it will take your breath away" I laughed lightly at my own little joke as she looked at me with a clueless look on her face.

We arrived at my apartment within a few minute's and I led her through the wooden door and into my home, she looked around at what my home had to offer and nodded her head in approval.

I had rearranged everything into a manner that she would appreciate and like, I had lit and left some candles on the mantle piece and hung small lantern's along the terrace.

"Oh that's pretty "she smiled nodding towards it, "would you like to see it", she nodded and led the way. Her nails were painted a matt black and the took a strong hold of the handle, as she stood gazing into the city I wondered about ending her now, pulling her into a kiss and then pushing her over, say it was an accident, say she slipped, I could cry, pretend we were both madly in love and I would never get over this, it all seemed good but the way the moon lit up her features and shadowed her lips made me dizzy and afraid to put an end to this form of perfection.

"Why do you always come back if you have no interest of being with me?" I sighed, "Love's an awful game Chris, and I don't dwell on it, I stray from it, but this is fun, all these dates and what ever is going on between us, I like it like this, now lets go in and have something to eat, it's getting cold, and please no more silly questions" she laughed. All she ever does is laugh, what's so god damn funny all the time.

I excused myself from the table and went into the bathroom to collect myself, I was falling apart at the table, stuttering, saying all the wrong things, if I am to hurt her, I must do it now, no more excuses no more putting it off, and then it was my turn to laugh as the idea of her feeling what I felt amused me in a real twisted way and god how amused I was.

I walked back to the table in light steps hoping not to catch her attention, the smooth sound of jazz music drowned out any sound from the tip toeing I was doing along the wooden floor, I neared her blonde hair and readied my hands, I was going to choke her to death and this was it, this is it, this is it, I told my self over and over again, readying myself for her death, and again I failed, I rested my hands on her shoulders and let out a sigh.

"Please remove your hands from my shoulders, they're  freezing cold" she sigh with such little effort, "sorry" I mumbled like a small child and that's how I felt, like a small kid afraid of everything. Killing her should be easy, she kills apart of me everyday and still she laughs throughout her days, don't I deserve that? to kill her and laugh all day everyday.

"I'm going to get more wine" I whispered to myself.

I opened the wine cabinet and behind the oldest wine I found was my old hunting kit, so many blades rusting away in its covering, I slid out the smallest one, it was sharp like all hunting knives, but not easily seen.

"Jade" I called, I heard her sigh and the sound of her high heels bouncing along the floor, "yes" she groaned, "can you please reach up to the top press and get the bottle opener, I hurt my arm in work today and well I cant raise my arm to high".

"She nodded and reached into the press, I played with the knife and pulled it out, her eyes were closed as she fumbled along the contents in the over head press, this was the right moment, she wouldn't see it coming.

I pulled the hunting knife from my pocket and placed its blade into her side her body fell and she screamed in pain, but not for long as I covered her perfect lips with a blood covered hand.

"This is going to be our most perfect date yet" I laughed, already feeling a hell of a lot better, "this is going to be our first kiss".

She shook her head but I wouldn't allow her to deny me this, to deny me true loves kiss.

I again stuck the knife into her, she bit hard on my hand but with all the adrenaline flowing through me it didn't seem to hurt, slowly she began to pass out so I took my chance, I leaned in, smelling her perfume and placed my lips upon hers and how my breath got caught as hers ended.

It took me awhile to clean the mess that laid on my kitchen floor and after finishing the bottle of wine and placing her lifeless body into the bath I headed out to the local pub.

"Hello Chris" the doorman smiled, "Hello Jerry" I smiled back as he opened the door for me, "so" he laughed and I laughed to, I just wanted to laugh all the time since I shared my pain with her, everything was perfect. "so what happened with that little beauty you brought in?" he winked, and I winked back "Oh, I don't kiss and tell".