Queen of a Kingpin

You Ain't Shit

-4 months later-

"Happy Birthday Baby""Drew how many times I gotta tell you to stop talkin to me""Everyday and how many times do I listen""none and why are you in my house uninvited""boys let me in and plus I -" his phone started ringing. "I gotta take this" he went into the bathroom. He act like I can't hear his conversation.Tellin her he miss her ,how he can't wait to see her,gonna do her body right,like you got me fucked up to be in my house fuckin wit me and you flirtin with another bitch.He came out smiling."What your plans are today""nothin goin to the studio""Ima come with you" I got up and went into my closet.I grabbed my high waisted jeans,my givenchi sandals and a white and black crop top with my black bucket hat."you cant wear that shit go change""um no I wear what I want honey" I did my hygiene and got dressed.I straightened my hair."ready" "yeaa" I grabbed my phone and keys and we walked down the stairs."ma where yall goin""to the studio""can I invite some friends""shun no fuckin in my house but yes""thanks and watch the boys" I made sure they had enough food to last them til I came home and then left.We drove in seperate cars.I pulled up to the studio and got out. We walked in and went to my session room. He sat on the couch."come here"he came to me."I want you to press this button to start the beat and recording okay""ight" I went inside the booth and but on the head phones on. I gave him the signal to start.
"I used to want to be your everything. But now I don't wanna be nothing. Cause you ain't shit. Boy you ain't shit. And leaving you alone I dodged a bullet. Cause you ain't shit. Boy you ain't shit. And ima need for you to keep your distance." I opened my eyes to see Drew staring at me guiltly.Tears just started falling down my cheeks " Uh I used to be crazy about you, seeing myself gettin a baby up out you, I should've never let you hit ,cause I knew you wasn't shit,and everything that I thought came out true. It really wasn't worth it ,giving you my heart and you didn't deserve it ,but don't trip,no regrets ,just a lesson learned and next time you could bet it's gon get earned and thats real, real, shit I mean that, spoiling me with loyalty yea I need that. Taking me on shopping sprees and show me that. You gon give me all the cheese and starve these rats. Naw. All jokes aside. Show me that I'm worth more and swallow your pride. Show me that I don't gotta keep my feelings inside. And show me that the last nigga was a waste of time." I couldn't even finish the song. He came into the booth and I just looked at him. He wrapped his arms around me."Im sorry" I just started cryin even harder. He picked me up bridal style and sat us on the couch."look at me Ke..look at me" I wiped my face and looked at him."What I tell you bout cryin "" don't cry over no nigga and especially not you""exactly so you shouldn't be cryin then"I layed my head on his chest and rested his right below my ass like I aint catch that."Why can't we ever be in a relationship""cause I ain't shit" I laughed." Ima change though like real shit finna be 34 and im still actin 23.... Maybe its best we don't get back together nomo mann""Thats what you want""no but I mean to be honest like I notice this shit like I say ima change and then I do change but a nigga get tempted and I just fuck up everything and I regret it and I do be like"aye stop I'm tryna be faithful to Ke" but they don't listen and I go ahead and do ya know""Maybe you should think with you head and not with your dick""yeah""mmhmm""I love you""I love you too""Marry me again""nope""why not""you have to work for me again, you have to earn my trust,you have to earn my everything before we get back together Drew.""Fine what ever it takes " he went for a kiss but I dodged it."gotta earn that back too""awww nahh fuck nahh cuhh thats too much""Well then I can always find some-""nah you good I got this" I laughed. We just laughed and talked like old times....

-8 months later-

"Drew stop cheating ,I didn't look at your cards when you went to the bathroom""mmhmm come on play yo shit" I laughed at him tryna be mad. We were really sittin here playin Old Maid. And I didn't have the old maid so I knew he did nah I gotta be careful bout my pickings.He went and then I did. I was down to one card and he had two.like damn. I was tryna me careful.I grabbed the one on the right."fuck mann"" aahhaa I won" I won bitch yasss. He phone started ringing."Tell them niggas to stop blowin ya shit up everyday""business baby" He got up and went into the kitchen.I tiptoed to listen aint no way he handling business cause he does them calls in front of me. " you know I can't do that to Ke.....You know I miss you girl...yeaa I can't wait to see you either....Ima put that ass to sleep,do yo ass just right...ight babygirl lemme go before Ke start assuming some" I quickly sat back on the couch. Here he go with that I miss you,can't wait to see you,gonna do your body right shit. "Everything okay ""Yea that was RIP tellin me they shipped some packages to the Mexicans and that they got the money""oh so you sleepin here or what""nahh I can't I scheduled a meetin at the trap tonight.""I wanna come""nah ion mix business with my family""please baby""no means no " noo yo ass just lyin to me. "Fine I'll just watch movies all by myself then" I got up and went upstairs."you aint have to do allat." Drew said coming in the room and plopping on the bed. " You don't have to have a meeting all yall gonna do is smoke weed,let bitches lay up under yall,and chill"" I understand you mad but no we aint we gotta talk bout business but ima come through on my way home.""mmhmmm" he kissed me and left. Like I don't he finna go to that bitch house. Its like he just tells me what I only want to hear.Drew knows I love him and I'm in love with him but my love has a limit and I can't take it ,it's like I say I'm done but I just find myself back with him. I want a real ass nigga who knows who they are for,who loves me the same as I love them, a man,shit,every nigga I've been with were all fuck boys and I don't want it nomore. I started crying.I grabbed my phone and called Drummaboy."Wassup Ke""You at the studio?""yea you comin through""yea I gotta song I want to record""ard I'm here" we hung up. If I want to express myself then I can do it through my music. I grabbed all of Drews stuff and put it in garbage bags and dragged it to the living room.After gathering all his stuff into the living room, I grabbed my phone and keys and headed to the studio.........