I'm not usually anti-social.Just at school.I usually keep to myself.Unless someone decides to talk to me which is unusual.I know that I'm that 'badass band girl'but I'm also known as that'wierdass,lamo girl that gets bullied all the time'.
I'm sitting at lunch wearing my pierce the Vail T-shirt,black ripped jeans,red flannel and my combat boots.It's currently lunch time of one my worst days ever.I'm just stitting on my phone listening to pierce the Vail-Bulletproof love.My day so far has been crap.I failed a test,I got shoved to the side by my best friend,I got sent to the Principal's office for stupid shit and I have to wait for now...are my bullies...
After lunch,I go to my locker to get my next periods book's.I'm about to reach my locker ,I'm pushed into my locker and kicked hard in my thigh.I turn around to see Devin,my physical bully.
"Oh hey Arial I didn't see you there."He smirks
"Bullshit,you just kicked me into my locker!!"I say trying to maintain my calm attitude.
"oh please honey,why would I want my foot to touch....you?"He pauses before saying the word 'you' in disgust.I look down and nod.
"Aw is little Arial Waters scared to say anything?"he fakes a pout but it soon turns in to a smirk.
"go away asshole"I hear a guy say from behind him.I don't even want to see who has stood up for me, I slightly look up to see a gorgeous tall boy.I don't even know his name.I smile at him and nod him thank you.He smiles back at me.I turn around and get my books before walking to my next class.
As school ended I get into my car and started to think of Mr.hero.I smile.I see him walk out of school doors with his group of friends.I sigh and drive out of the school gates.I get home and I park in my drive way.I open my front door to see my older brother makeing a snack.I smile.
"hey Arial"He smiles
"Hey Dal"I smile.He hugs me.I hug my big brother back.
"How was school today?"He asked.I roll my eyes.He sighs.
"Hey,you only have one year of hell left.Make the days count"He says.
"Only if they were good days.Speeking of which,I need you to singn my test"
I gave him a nervous smile.
"what did you get?"He asks
"Uhhh"I say scratching the back of my neck.
"You failed again"He looked at me disappointed.I close my eyes and nod.
"What's so difficult about the tests?"He asked.I shrugged.
"Everythink I guess.But don't tell mom."I say putting my hand up in defense.He sighs and nods.I'm so glad he's my brother.
The rest of the day I did homework and stupid ass chorse.Until I got a text.
From: -_-
You, know that next time your little boyfriend won't be able to save you.You might as well kill your self now,instead of letting him get hurt.
I start to tear up.I cry into my pillow.I run to my on suite bathroom.I cry for a long time.I lift my sleeve and drag my blade across my arm .Over and over and over again.I look at myself in the mirror.I cry even more.
Why was I even born?
I hate this life
I quickly warp a bandage around my arm and wipe under my eyes.I sigh and go out.I put my phone under my bed.I couldn't care less about who wants to get hold of me right now.
I shower and get into bed.I cry myself to sleep once again.
I wake up the next morning with red puffy eye's.I put eye drops in and do my mark up on to hide my ugly ass face.I put on washed black jeans and a plain white tanks with a band sweater over the top.Then I look for my sneakers.I can't find them.I eventually find them Down stairs under the couch.
Dalton,my big brother,is in the kitchen makeing me breakfast.I feel really bad because I hardly ever eat.I mean, look at me .I shouldn't be thinking about food.I grab my bag and quickly fix my hair.I pull a face at myself.I hardly look at myself.
"your going to eat?"Dal asks .I look at him.
"No sorry,I'm not hungry."I lie.I was starveing.But I'm not going to eat. I refuse.
