The Realism of A Young Girls Heart

My First Love

I don't know what to do at times. I think everything is fine, but then somebody talks about him and I just go back to that place I was before . I wish it would just be over, I wish me and him would work things out or just end it, either one . I wonder why I've gone through these things . The confusion in my brain and heart confuses me . Why has my life led up to these events, only god knows because I can't figure it out only time will show, I guess . When do you know when to leave eachother alone? No one knows but you and that person . When there's no more hope and you've run out , you will know what to do, when the time is right . Just hope we make the right decions, choices . . . Today I write this to say things don't always go the way you want them , but just make the best of them . And do what's right for you .