Intro
Hello n.n my name is Abigail Rose Sanders I am 16 years old. I enjoy rock and roll, metal, and post-hardcore music.
I have red hair,shark bites, a septum,cheek piercings(dimple piercing), and green eyes.
My right arm is covered in tattoos and on my left wrist I have a deathbat and on my stomach I have a larger deathbat with a little bow, and on my right thigh I have Valary DiBenedetto with roses all around the name
My mother and father are divorced and my mother had custody of me
I play guitar,bass,drums,violin,flute, and I sing n.n
I'm quite,shy,childish but mature in serious situations, different and proud,crazy, fun, random and yeah I think tha'ts it.
I live in Sunny Smile foster home. Yup that's right foster home. Let me tell you how I got in here.
*Flashback 10 years ago*
It was a hot summer day like any other in Huntington Beach, California. My mother was driving back from visiting my father at his house while my uncle Jimmy was taking care of me. (A/N this is before Jimmy died.) I was playing with my toys in the living room and Jimmy was watching t.v. I didn't notice that mother was late. I heard the phone ringing in the kitchen. Jimmy got up and answered it I couldn't hear the conversation. Jimmy walked back into the living room and sat on the couch. I could tell something was wrong . I left my toys on the floor, got up and sat on the couch.I asked him"Jimmy what's wrong?" "Nothing's wrong kiddo." knew he was lying mostly because his eyes are sad and the tone of his voice. "Jimmy please what's wrong." I asked again, he gave me a response I never thought I would hear "Abby, your mother got into a car accident while coming back home.She is in the hospital the doctors say she might not make it. Your mother wants you to visit her." Jimmy had tears streaming down his face it made me sad watching him like that. I tried being strong like mommy always told me to. I put my small hands on Jimmys face wiped his tears away and told him "mommy would'nt like to see you like this." "you know what you're right." he replied. he stood up me, following along, grabbed his car keys put me in the backseat and we drove to the hospital.
*skip the car drive*
we finally arrived at the hospital. As soon as I set foot off the car I started to run and so did Jimmy. We went in the hospital walked to the front desk I stood next to Jimmy while he said "hello I'm James Sullivan i'm asking for Valary DiBenedetto." The lady behind the counter did something on her computer and said "Ms. DiBenedetto is in room 444." Jimmy said "okay thank you." and both of us ran off looking for room number 444. Jimmy finally found it he opened the door and on the bed was my mother or was she? It didn't look like my mother but yet she did she had bandages on her head and on her arm she looked so.....lifeless I pushed that thought away I was about to run to her and give her a hug but Jimmy did it before me so I had to wait until he was done. My mother gave a small chuckle and said "nice to see you Jimmy I love you." "I love you to Valary." Jimmy replied. Jimmy finally let go of my mother he picked me up and laid me down on my mothers bed. "hello my beautiful Sunshine." she said to me. "Hi mommy." I replied to her. "listen up baby girl mommy feels sick. mommy has to leave for a long time and when your time comes you'll see mommy again." I knew where this was going but I didn't want to believe it so I played along with it. "where is mommy going?" I asked her. "I'm going to live with god." "Can i go with you?" "I'm sorry baby girl but you can't go with me." She would always tell me to stay strong but I can't stay strong now I felt the tears going down my cheeks "aaww baby girl don't cry now." "I don't want mommy to leave." "I know baby girl, but god wants me to live with him." The nurse came in and said "excuse me, but visiting hours will be over in 5 minutes." "ok thank you for the warning." Jimmy said. "ok baby girl because mommy will be leaving you have to live with daddy." " ok mommy." "I know you don't want to but you have to ok." "stay strong baby, stay strong." "I will mommy for you." bbbbeeeeeeeeppppppp I saw the green line on the monitor go strait. I tried my best to stay calm only for my mother. Jimmy was the one that was losing it her ran to my mothers bed and started shaking her and kept telling her to wake up we both knew she wouldn't. The doctors came in pushing Jimmy and I out in the process. As soon as we stepped out of the room we both lost it. Jimmy sat on the chair and put it his head in his hands I slid down the wall crying into my knees. I never thought I would loose my mother at the age of 6. That was the worst day of my life. My father never showed up for the court date and they put me in Sunny Smile foster home Jimmy visits me sometimes I almost never sleep ever since my mother died I keep having nightmares except when Jimmy visits, when Jimmy visits I don't have nightmares.
The absolute worst thing was that the day my beloved mother deceased was the day....................I was born
If anyone is reading this I'm sorry if it sucks this is my very first story and if you have any tips for me I'm more than happy to read them so yeah I hope you like it bye n.n
