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Chapter 10 : spicule moment

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SAVANNA POV

I was still lying down on my bed with my cloth that still have water in it

I was starting to feel ill but I just wanted to have it

Niall came in to my room and start to look at me

"Sav I think you should change you will get fever " Niall said

"I don't want to" I said looking at my window that was close to me

Niall got in my bed beside me

"I know it's hard but you should take care of your self" Niall said

"You don't know ...... Niall I don't feel sad it's painful when someone die you love you should be crying tell death but ..... But my mom died and all I feel is regret not to tell her that I love her" I said and he hugged me

"Niall I don't want any hugs"I said and he let go

"I know you don't mean it that way"he said

"Just tell me what's wrong ok"he said

"I mean if I told her I might not cry... I'm a very bad personae I'm her daughter and I can't cry over her"I said

I was feeling like I wanna cry but there's no tiers coming out that make me wanna scream

I left Niall And got my running shoes out I got dressed up to run in the park

I looked at Niall that was still looking at me after I got out from the bathroom

"What.... I'm" I said and he cut me while I'm talking

"Don't go now its not that good for you it's almost midnight " Niall said

It was 11:30 pm but I didn't care when I wanna run I run

"Niall I need to do this just for one hour" I said

"I will come with you beside you look sick you even look very tired lets go tomorrow" Niall said

"Niall just let it go I wanna run" I said and running out fast from the house

I set my alarm one hour I start to run slow but fast and fast as I go I didn't have anything on my mined but just then it hit me that I lost my mom as the tiers start to come out

I felt happy that it was only a denial and I really cared about my mom

I was sad but I stopped running I sat on the grass and looked at the stars

After a while the alarm start to ring but I didn't want to go back but I have to

I got up and start to walk slowly to my way to my house

I opened to door and Niall was a sleep on the stairs

I closed the door and tried to get Niall up

He was very heavy but I managed to get him up stairs

I wanted to let him sleep in my room that night

I got him in my bed and I start to write my diary

I started with dear diary I lost on of my favorite personae that I care about and I ended up crying

I heard Niall voice "are you ok ... Sav?" Niall said

"I'm ok ... It's some thing that I don't wanna talk about" I said

"How did I came up here I was waiting for you... And why are you up tell now?" Niall start asking