Teach Me How To Love

Prologue

Niyla p.o.v

I was awakened by my mom and dad screaming at each other while shattering things. Cameron woke up and grabbed onto my shirt holding me tightly."mommy I scared", this is a typical night for us. I know you're wondering how old I am. I'm 17 which makes Cameron 3. I know you're also wondering why was I pregnant at 14 well I was raped and my mom made me carry him and that's been the best thing ever because Camron is the reason why I wake up and smile. I just wish we could move from this negativity I mean my mom is a drug addict and my dad is a drug lord. Believe me that's not a good combination because he often beats her for stealing his drugs. I looked at the time and saw that it was 9:47pm which means I have to get ready for work.I got out the bed and washed up putting on my clothes. "mommy has to go to work". His green eyes watered and he hugged my leg."pwease don't weave me here mommy", just seeing him cry made me want to cry."shh don't cry baby mommy is going to be back before you know it". He sniffed and continued to hug me."but what if the mean wady come get me". I saw fear in his eyes."she's not I promise". I pulled the oreos I had in my purse out and handed him 2."eat these baby". He ate the cookies and I tucked him back in."I promise when you wake up I will be back ok". He nodded and I pecked his lips before grabbing my purse and shutting the door locking it. I quietly walked downstairs to see glass every where and my mom laid out on the couch half beaten. I shook my head and headed to my job. Once I got there I went to my station and put on my clothes."5 minutes to show time girls". I finished my makeup she strapped my heels up. Yes I'm a stripper I mean it's the only way I can feed Camron and I would do anything to make sure my baby is eating."hey girl", I saw Kat come in with her outfit on she is like a older sister to me since I'm younger than everybody."hey", I hugged her and she smiled."how is your baby". I smiled and showed her a picture."aww he it's to precious". I nodded and the security guard came in."candy your up", I sighed and prepared my self to go on stage. As much as I hate this I need to do it I promised myself I would save up some money so me and Cameron can have our own place, trust me this is just temporary. I finally went on and danced. I made 4 stacks which surprised me. But than I remembered it was baller Thursday which means all the rich people come. I picked up my money and changed my clothes and heard back to the house. When I opened the door I saw Cameron in the corner balled up screaming while my mom yelled at him. "why the fuck are you yelling at my son!". She glared at me and threw the bottle she had in her hand above his head. I lost it I punched her dead in her face. She fell backwards and I picked Cameron up as he continued to cry."shh baby mommy is here", I closed my room door and sat him on the bed."what did she do to you". He shook his head and continued to cry.I took his shirt of and shook his shirt making sure glass wasn't in it. I grabbed my box where I kept my money and began to count it. I had 34,000 in total. I swear me and my son are leaving this hell hole soon as in tomorrow I can't keep living here it's not safe for my baby..