I thought I knew
All the mysteries encircling you
I had hoped to unravel
The you that's kept in your castle
But I guess the conquest
will never be that easy
As you are skilled in the craft
of putting your guard unwaveringly
There's so many things
I wanted to know
But so little things
You are willing to show
I know I will have to wait
for the right time
But how much longer
do I have to climb?
It feels like I'm walking
on the thin thread
With you dimly lit
on the road ahead
Is this all worth it
in the end?
I look to you
remember what you said.
"The journey with me
will be difficult and scary
But for as long as you love me
I won't let you go even when things are shaky"
You told me you're sorry
For being so concealed
I know you're just scared
To be hurt so your heart steeled
But doesn't that mean
you have no trust
In me who loves you so much
Little voice inside me wanted to ask
But I know I shouldn't force it upon you
Who just opens up to a few
So I kept my faith
And left my future to fate
Love can truly make one irrational
Love can be suicidal
