I've been doing alot of thinking lately and my mind is fucked up like to the max. I have a lot of shit going on. My support system with my family and friends and my smilerz is strong.
I just don't feel strong right now and I don't feel like I am supporting myself. I have cried everyday for the past week and I am just tired guys.
Days seems longer and nights seem shorter.
I need to get my shit together. Im going to try and be active but I really need to get my shit together. I feel guilty and alone and I need to fix this shit. I just need a breather and and take a moment to calm down ya know step away from the world. Be out of the limelight for awhile.
