I sit on a chair
Looking at the clock
Reeling back in the past
Overwhelmed in shock
At how much have I grown
Since I last took my milk bottle
At how much have I learned
Since I first knew what's an apple
Is this what it feels like
To have noticed the time
A merriful nostalgia
when you recall a few silly crimes
I am only a teenager
Why do I suddenly feel like a senior
Not that there's anything wrong
Just that it feels so peculiar
Then I remember
all the times that I have missed
Regrets started forming
Now I am suddenly depressed
I should have done this
I shouldn't have done that
I started to drown in humiliation
As I remembered all my chitchat
Snap out of it I say
But my mind won't listen to me today
It continued thinking about all the "What ifs"
All that could have come out if I had the initiative
How could the old keep up with this?
Now I salute them with kisses
I don't ever think it will be that easy to accept
The regrets that would have crept
I guess I am lucky
For being still young
I can still change
The path that I have strung
Hopefully I will be able to create
more happy memories than regrets
And someday be able to accept
Whatever remorse recollect
