Writer's Block

True feelings..

If I fell toward the moon, what would you do?

Would you push me an extra mile,or would you fall with me?

Would you join me until the ends' of the earth? Or the universe?

Please,would you not help me?

My bed is cold and uncomfortable. You would be my salvation,my easy way out.

No direction is right....or left or up or down.

Directions do not exist. They don't coincide with the meaning of this world.

But, you are my only direction.The headlights of my car. The thunder of the lightning.

You are the cloud that I dream in during the day and yet you evaporate at night.

Why must you torment me so?

Why don't you just push me away head on?

Why?!

Would you not have the guts?

Then, pray tell, what do you have?

I wish I knew.

I wish you would push me a mile to the falling of my moon, but then whisk me away from abandonment and torment.

You would let me fall toward the moon!

But, you would be a step ahead. You would have been the one to have fallen first, taking with you reason-logic-rationality-all that is true, just, and right.

You would have left me alone.

All alone and on my own, I would decide to fall toward you.

And again I ask this.

If I fell toward the moon, what would you do?

Darkness, despair, dodecagons.

All of them would react to my soul falling towards the moon.

The Moon.

A white, majestic, serene place of insanity.

Everyone's always been there.

But, why am I the one falling towards it?

Was I not worthy of that place?

Insanity is just the absence of sanity.

That's why a^2+b^2=c^2

Light is always there, but also I am there.