*********THIS IS A RANT ABOUT BULLYING*********
You know what? Bullying is not cool. i have been bullied for almost nine years now. so many people don't know what it does to a person. every one is different. i have been bullied because i am a diabetic and cant do a lot of things other kids can, because of my teeth, and even because of my family. you know what it has driven me to. i cut, i take anti-depressants, and i cry all the time. i have had suicidal thoughts. often i think to myself 'i dont need to be here, no one likes me anyway'. this is all the result of bullying. and this is unacceptable. life shouldnt be this way for me or anyone else. bullying is not cool or fun. it doesnt make you popular, or right. i cant stand a bully. i will not accept a bully. i dont understand why people bully. is it a dominance thing, do you like being dominant. do you like making people feel bad about themselves. you know what else bullying has done to me, i had to switch schools because i got bullied to bad. i would skip school and pretend to be sick just to get away from it all. i have even been bullied by kids younger than me. and i have no one to talk to. this is what bullying does. its different for everybody, but this is what its like for me. i hate it, i hate being bullied and being depressed all the time. i have been called a freak, a bitch, stupid, a two faced lying bitch, a whore, a skank, a thief, a dumb asshole, if you can name it ive been called it. oh and my personal favorite, a two faced lying two bit dog. i just dont know how much longer i can put up with this shit. i have scars from people hurting me. like for instance, i was riding my bike one day and this group of boys who hated me started throwing bottles rocks and sticks at me. i wrecked and broke my bike, sprained my ankle and i had a huge gash on my leg. and do you know what happened after that, my mom called the cops on them and i was the one to get in trouble. they lied to the police and i got in trouble. and i have always been insecure about my body, and i get called fat, or ugly: because of all my scars. i have to wear long pants in public if i dont want to be stared at. i hate bully's, they ruined my life for the past nine years. i just thought i would let you know my thoughts about bullys. bye
