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Sorry I didn't update sooner but here you go!!!!.....
<><><><>My eyes fluttered vigourisly open, I woke to the sound of glass smashing. Well looks like dads new girlfriend couldn't handle him either. I ignored the yelling, screaming and smashing and focused on getting ready for school. I pulled up some white ripped skinny jeans and a my chemical romance tee. I walked into the bathroom avoiding all the glass on the ground. I applied heavy eyeliner and mascara, I added my signature red matte lipstick and tied my hair up in a messy bun, I added a purple bandana around my head, happy with my look I put on my combat boots, picked up my school bag and snuck out the door.
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'Oh if it isn't emo one and emo none' said Alyssa to me and well.. Nobody. I just lowered my head trying to ignore the skank 'oi I'm talking to you!' She screeched, oh nah duh, can't you take a hint FUCK OFF! I screamed in my head, I just kept on walking faster. Alyssa also started walking faster 'stop' I didn't stop 'FUCKING STOP YOU LITTLE SLUT!' She screamed stomping her feet, I loved tormenting her, I felt a small smirk creep around the corner of my mouth, but was quickly wiped away by a large, rough males hand slap across my face. It didn't phase me although it did sting a little 'don't fucking ignore her' oh great Alyssa's brother, 'what she can't fight her own battles' I spat, regretting it immediately 'I can so!' Alyssa said looking shocked that I actually spoke, 'well tell your brother to fuck off and let you look after yourself' I said, trying to control my adrenaline and walked away quickly before they or I could say anymore.
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'Miss jones, you're late' Mr Crawford mumbled as I tumbled into the classroom clumsily. It's kinda hard not to be late when your being stalked, chased and screamed at by the whole football team. Plus I was too worried about getting away from them that I forgot my books and had to walk cautiously to the other side of the school and back. I rolled my eyes and mumbled a quick sorry before lowering my head taking my usual seat at the back.
I plugged in my earphones to my MacBook; that I stole and began to listen to music. Just as my favourite song "I used to have a bestfriend" by Asking Alexandria, came in the bell rang. Fine then be rude. I took my earphones out and put my books and Mac into my bagthat I snuck into class. Lowering my head I quickly rushed out to my locker and pushed all my books from my previous class into it and out of bag, I then put my books in my bag and headed out for a smoke.
I may be a reject and everyone may hate me but a cigarette always calms me down.I Inhaled, and exhaled I felt a little bit calmer.
I all of a sudden felt really really hungry and when I'm hungry I burp like crazy, I decided not to eat I mean one or two meals or bits of food won't hurt anyone.
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'Miss Jones!! Your late again!' I felt embarrassed, maybe I shouldn't have so many long cigarettes. I didn't say anything and just kept my head low and sat down at the back of the room. I pulled out my MacBook and began typing away, not typing anything exactly; I just type and make it look like I'm working.
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Defeating the demons inside us.
Ficțiune generală*TRIGGER WARNING* This story contains mature content including -Swearing -Self Harm -Sexual References -Suicide -Drug use If any of the above offend you or bother you in some way, please find another book. *** Avery is a suicidal 16 year old girl...