All The Things I'll Never Say (#MYYOUTH)

I Give It to You

Written October 15th 2015

I have a lot to tell you, but where do I begin?
This is me trying to give you my heart.

I've been through a lot and have felt so much pain.
I've had some feeling, I couldn't quiet explain.

My heart been shattered over and over agin.

Now I hold the pieces, of a once whole heart.
I'm trying to fix the damage before it's late.

If I'm being honest, I'm full of fear.
I'm terrified of love, it brings me to tears.

I'm clinging to my heart, afraid of handing it to you.
I'm afraid you'll crush it too.

If it breaks anymore, it'll be nothing but dust.
I'll be without any emotion, sanity or trust.

So if I give it to you, please handle with care.
Don't throw it on the ground and leave it.

It's so hard to love, when my heart is worn out.
I promise to try. Forgive me if I have my doubts.

I'll just close my eyes and hold my breath,
As we get shoved into the fearful nightmare known as love.