The time for confessions.

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I woke up, feeling something cold holding me around me, tight. I looked back only to see Adrian sleeping silently next to me holding me. I never realized just how cold his body was, I would almost say ice cold. I moved out of bed and got dressed, I walked out the room, only to find myself confused and having no idea where I was. I stumbled around and found the control room, this thing was bigger than I ever thought it would be, I could get lost so easily. I walked around the room, and tried to see how it worked. I suddenly fell over a step in the room, and hit a button trying to get a grip of something so I wouldn't fall to the ground. Suddenly I heard a noise and suddenly I felt the whole shed move and I got scared, I didn't know where we would end up or when.
"Adrian!" I screamed from full lungs.
"What?" I heard him half asleep.
"Help me!" I heard him stumble out of bed and run towards me.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, but I'm so sorry, I've pushed something and I don't know what happened, and and..." I started to tear up a bit, he came closer and took my hands.
"I'm sure it's nothing, love. Let me see."
"Is it bad?"
"No no, we are just moving to a different place and time, but I don't think it was by accident, you've moved us to the day that matters most to me, you are gonna love this." He smiled so big that I got confused.
"So I'm not in trouble?" I was so nervous.
"No love, it's fine, you need to see this anyway."

He was the most confusing thing in my life, to come and be like this, one minute he is all over me, the next he is gone and cold. Was I simply hurting myself more or was it helping me throughout our adventure, I was deep in love, caught in the madness of his mind, every word was a command of his and I followed it blindly without hesitation I was there, when he needed me to be, but was this the same for him, I wish now I could read his mind, because it was killing me not to know. 

''Are you okay?'' He noticed everything and it was like he could read my mind, but sometimes I just didn't feel important to him. The love of my life and I was not trusting myself with him. 
''I am fine Adrian.'' I tried to seem mad at him, but I couldn't be mad at him, because he did somehow love me. 

''Come on Love, I am here, just take my hand and it will all be either over or go away.'' I blindly did take his hand and held it tight. I got up and followed him as his accerssori, but I did not always mind this feeling I had about my strange love towards this beautiful man. Maybe in another lifetime we would still be us against the world without starting over, we could be marry and have kids, out of danger, no what am I saying, this is our life and it is wonderful because he is in it. I left the shelter with him and out to the open we'd go, because I would follow him till the end of this world and into the next. As we walked I noticed the beautiful sunset and he stopped me. 

''Look, this is our life and I am here with you my love, and one day we will have to say goodbye to this life and enter a new one, a one with happiness and marriage and kids, and this will all be over, but never forgotten because it made us, and when you die, I will wait on you, find you and do it all over until my life is over and then the fairytale will end and there might never be a happily ever after but there will always be a part of me with you, in your heart and mind, even though you have no memories and I will have to spend a long time to make you fall in love with me, but I will do it all for you, because I love you and nothing else matters to me but you.''

I felt tears running down my eyes, I was smiling with happiness, yet crying in sadness...


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