Alone. ~ A Niall Horan Fanfiction

Chapter 1

*2 years back December 2010*

"Well I guess this is it," I mumbled to myself pouring a few pills out of Nanas medication "4 should be enough right? 5 for sure.." I continued counting them in my hand.

This is it. My life, over. And my family? Mom, Nana, Ellie, Sophie and Tyler? All at the zoo having the best day ever.

"Paper, paper, paper.." I mumbled walking around my half destroyed room.

I quickly scribbled out a appolgy for anyone who actually cared and layed it on the kitchen table.

I sit on my bed all 5 pills in my hand. My hand shakes as I have second thoughts of the whole thing. What seems like hours is really five minutes but thats all it takes for someone to come doesn't it.

"Riley? You here?" Andrea shouts from downstairs shutting the door.

Andrea is my moms closest friend and shes been my minder all my life.

My dad died when I was 2, he commited suicide. I always thought it was my fault he did and it's killed me inside.

My Nana has been very ill since I was 7 and has had to stay with us since then.

Tyler was born way too early when I was 4 and took all the attention from my Mom away from me.

I don't answer Andrea, I quickly down all the pills.

I know Andreas read my suicide letter before I black out because I hear her ear piercing screams and her footsteps up the stairs.

Her screams practically shatter my heart. How could I do this to her? How..?