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Chappy One

(june something 2015)

Orientation for incoming freshmen students in college. yep .

My hair is dyed awesomely RED (which was totally forbidden in our pre-medical school) that fashionably makes me look cool on our all white-nursing-like uniforms ..

Freshies usually look at me.. no not me .. my hair.. Coz it was unique .

Somehow , my course schoolmate usually teased me like "cottoncandy" or for some reason a "match stick"...

Then the orientation started.. Some professors talk and the Guidance councilor spoke for do's and Don'ts , some school Rules & regulations .. About tattooes, piercings, Hair color, and some stuffs ..

When the G.C announce that having a hair color was forbidden.. Freshies looked at me then at my hair ... It was like they were all sayin' i'm messing up with the GC. As if i know it was forbidden..

Last semester there ain't Gc that do those regulations so thats why i doesn't know about the hair stuff.... but it's good having a Gc to dicipline students and for us to know our limits and yet knows our responsibilities..

Wait.

didn't i introduced myself yet?

By the way ..

I am Alle Catrice Elisea Spade. Also known by the name ACE of ♠.

yeah i know my name was so long . cursed the author. lol .

You even wonder how to pronounce that . Lemme help ya. its -Ayl Catrice(whatever. it doesn't change) Elisiya . It becomes Ace from it's initials..

I'm not popular at school. coz my school is not big as a university, it have a few populations that helps you focus on everything ..

but yet it have the greatest professors and teachers..

I am a 2nd year BS Psychology student.. One of my goal is to become a forensic psychologist in the future. coz i love crimes and solving things that doesn't makes me rich.. yet...

i don't have those self esteem and a lot of confidence kind of person..

People always see the outside kind of me. without knowing who am i really inside ... but well, i doesn't actually care for what they think about me..

like what i said on the book description, paper and plastics, reusable,biodegrable, recycable...

This is me and all who knows yourself completely is No other but you...

I love music and earphones is my best buds (HAHA BUDS) ..

I kinda dislike social life or Night clubs / party like other teens usually nowdays..

I usually spend my time Imagining things how this jungle world will be a better place to live in..

They usually called me the advance thinker because i usually think the negative effect of life after doing something happy or positive..

So back on How i spend my time..
I read books ( even it doesn't have that bookworm on my face, since i was a kid, i spend my money for books and comics),

i paint something ( abstract or portrait) ,

To Sing ( i was a former vocalist of our troop band .lol,) .

I was a dancer Before (back in HS & Elem) but then i realized that Cool kids don't dance.Hahaha

People usually look at me weirdly and oddly.

Some says i'm sort of mysteric type of hypocrite, heartless, cold and unpredictable person.

.Some negative things that makes me smile...

why?

Coz accepting the Negative facts from others, makes yourself a better person ... Always remember that tho.

No one really knows who i am . Even my parents can't predict me...

i followed my brain more than my heart ..

i have trust issues on people that surrounds me.

i'm not that kind of smart student tho who is burning their eyebrows to have Perfect grades., but, i more often want to understand others before myself, getting into situations was my world.. Sometimes trouble...

My classmates sees me as the Badass one or they called Thug life? coz they scared for the way i stare at their eyes...

i am a living poker faced humanity .

Physical attributes?

I am thin with the height of 5'5.

Not perfect .

full of imperfections.

I have Medium length red hair..

Pointy nose.

Brown eyes.

Small lips.

eyebags. LOL

A fluffy cheeks that i doesn't know why it was like this.
(eating is one of my hobbies)

and a Helix piercing on my left ear that i got last vacation.. (my mom do that job hahaha)

My dad usually calls me His barbie doll .

My brothers calls me as their younger brother ( i grew up with Guys so thats why i became boyish)

my sisters ... well. they usually chased me ... to wear their Pink dresses.. and stilletoes..

we are a big family ..

not a perfect one . but FUN..

lastly ..

i do whatever i want to do ....

an extrovert person that usually enjoys the company of being introvert....