Faulty

Prologue

17 years before.......

" OH MY GOD!!!" "What has happened here?"
" Look. Look at her eye."
" Oh my god. Her eye is totally white."
" Has it turned around somehow?"
" It seemes like she doesent have pupil or iris at all." " Of corse she has. Her eye has just turned around."

Those were the first words that my mum and dad said when I was born.
Later on my father told me that I have allmost gave heart attack to my mum ,cause the first thing that she saw was that my eye was totally white. She thought that I was dead.

Yeap, you heard me ,my other eye is totally blind ,and there aint even iris or pupil in it. It is just white ball. Doctor said that something has happened when I was born ,and that is why my right eye is simply ,totally blind.

It took me time to exept live whit fact that my right eye is blind. And it didn't help me that allmost every one called me freak ,because of my eye.
Literally every friend that I had was my friend till they saw my eye. When I were 10 the longest time that someone has been my friend was two weeks. No one and I meen no one wants to be friends whit white eyed girl.
Now you may think ,how didn't that kid notice your eye ,or didn't she just care?

Well the anwser is ,Yes she noticed my eye ,but in diffrent way. Because when I noticed that every kid was scared of my eye ,and no body didn't want to be my friend ,cause my eye was white I just simply covered it up.
I put a piece of white fabrick over my eye and detachet it whit some cloth tape. Then at school I told every one that I just had eye surgery. Plus my parents and me moved from city to city every time that someone started to bully me. My parents allways wanted my best, and they wanted to gave me as normal child hood as possible ,but it wasn't so easy.

When it seemed like there was nothing my parents could do to help me grow safetly ,they heard a rumor of man who could make me eyecontact that seemed like normal eye. Like if I would wear that contact my eye would seem totally normal. It would have pupil and iris ,and it would get bigger and smaller in light and in dark.

My mom called to that man right away and bought abig package of those contacts. They cost alot ,but luckily my mom and dad are doctors ,and they earn well.

Those contacts did change my life. Finally I could make afriend. Finally we could have life that was playsed in one town, in one stage. Finally.

But as I thought when I heard about those contacts ,It was too good ,to be truth.
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Three months ago......

I was just walking in my school yard looking for place to sat ,while I was wayting my friends school day to end.

We have been living here for three years now and everything was going great. I had awesome boyfriend named Jace ,awesome bestfriend named Caily and punch of other awesome peoples around me. Everything was going great.

As I was looking for a place to sit Jace sudenly ran to me .
" Hey , kitty," he said and gave my cheek a kiss.
" Hey."
" So I thought that maby we could go out tonight. See some movie ,eat good food- you know normal stuff," same time as he was speaking he put bouth of his hands one the side of my hips and he smyrked to me.
" I'd love that," I said and kissed him. When we kissed Jace sudenly raised his other hand to stroke my right cheek ,but he raised it too much and it hit my eye corner.

" Auh," I said and backed away from Jace.
"Oh my god. I am so sorry kitten. Did I hurt your eye badly," Jace did get right away conserned when I even said something like Auh.
" No ,it is nothing Jace," I was just about to continue but then Jace put his other hand under my chin and pulled my chin up so I had to look straight into his eyes.

First Jace seemed little bit playfull ,but then his expressio changed. Sudenly the only emotion that his face did show was discust ," What is that?!"
I quikly backed away from him. His voice scared me. He had never before used that tone with me," What do you mean Jace?"
" Your eye. Its white," It was under statement to say that I was afraid. No ,I was teryfight.
Sudenly Jace backed away from me and started to walk away. I quikly ran after him ," Jace ,please don't be like this. Come back."
Jace turned around and said something that broke my heart ,right away, in million pieces in that same second that he said ," I am sorry ,but you are freak. I cant be whit you."

I just stood there for moment but then I ran quikly to my bike and drive home.
At home I ran to mirror and saw that my contact had fell out and my right eye was white ,again. Then it hit me. Jace called me freak. I started to cry. Because of my stupid eye I lost my boyfriend ,my first and maby the last boyfriend.
When my mom and dad get home I told them everything that happened. They bouth tried to comfort me and told me that there was nothing to be afraid of ,and we made a diel that I would go to school ,and if something goes badly we will move again.

I agreed and next day I went to school. But everything wasn't OK. Every one steard at me ,and no one talked to me. I was just about to go home ,and tell my parents bad news, when sudenly I saw Caily standing next to my locker with few of my other friends.

I ran to them," Hi Cay!" I said ,but she just looked at me with her face full of disgust.

" What are you doing here, freak?" she said and slashed me her 'you're -a-freek-so-get-the-fuck-away-from-me'-smyrk.

" What do you mean?" I tried to seem calm ,but actually I was really scared and embarazed.

" Do not try act dum . I can clearly see trough you," then she smiled evily," Jace told me about your little eyecontact," just when Caily had said that ,Jace walked beside her and warped his arm around her hip. Then he kissed Cailys cheek ,wich made her gigle.

Then Jace looked at me ,and his face filled whit disgust," C ,what are you doing whit this freak?"

" I. Am .Not .A. FREAK," I said ,but I knew that it was mistake when I saw his expression change into pleased grin," Oh aren't you?" Then someone grapped me from behind and then Jace came to me and with evil grinn on his face ,he removed my eyecontact. It fell on the floor and I was just about to free my self from who ever held me bag ,and guickly grap it from floor ,but someone stepped on it and it broke. That someone was Caily. That little b*tch. When I saw that I had no other choice I quickly closed my eyes, and turned my face to floor.

I knew that every one were stearing at me ,but no one did anything to help me. Then sudenly someone grabbed my chin and forsed me to lift my face," Come on ,kitten. Open those little eyes of yours ,and nothing bad will happend," I didn't believe him at all. I knew that every one would hate and despise me, so I didn't open my eyes. Then sudenly someone slapped my right cheek," If you don't want me to hit you again ,open your eyes now."

I didn't have any other choice so I open my eyes ,bouth of them. Everyones face showed disgust ,and someone even puked. Jace just stood there evil grin covering his face ," Are you sure that your not a freak. Because everyone ellse seems to think so. I mean look at your self. Your eye is white. Your fat, and there are so many other things wrong that I am not even going to list them all. No body wants to be your friend. You are freak."

When he said that I quikly free'd myself ,and I ran out of the schooll , straight to my bike and I drove home.

In that same day my mom, dad and me left the city. This time we didn't even try to move on to next town ,right away. We all needed vacation ,so we went to our cottage. We spend three weeks there. It was fun ( If you forget the fact that I had just lost the only friends that I ever had had) ,but all the fun must end someday. After three weeks we moved to Florida.