Just some rage and anger being let out. Meh.
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There are times in your life that you just want to end it all.
I mean, who wouldn't want to if you've just been tossed around like a fucking ball?
All these years that I have been going strong.
Only to find that all along...I was wrong.
Many times I have healed by myself.
There I was...just crouched underneath a shelf.
All around me, the things that I could hear.
Are remarks and insults from people I once called dear.
That may be me with a tough exterior.
But like most people, I have a broken interior.
The smile disappears as I walk into the rain.
Only to be replaced by the raindrops disguising my pain.
Throughout my dark days, I only had one thing to hold onto.
But now, even that's gone because of you.
You're perfect in every single way.
There's three words I want but could never ever say.
In the end, I'm once again left alone.
Curled up on the floor, cold as stone.
I caught myself smiling on the blade that shone.
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