Words for you my dear

Sarah

Sarah,
   I know you have been through a lot. I know I have moved away. But honestly? I haven't. You have a part of my heart.
  I miss you with every passing day. We have both helped each other through tears and pain. I will never forget the day I met you:

6th grade. Math class. You were sitting across from me at our group of 4 tables. Chris started the kick fight with me. Then Aaron started it. I noticed you were quietly sitting there. So I nudged your shin. The next thing I knew you full on kicked me. Mrs. Taylor came over and yelled at us. She knew our names very well by the time we left her class.

The day I met you I knew. I knew that you were the friend I have been looking for. I knew that we would be there for each other. I also remember our first fight:
7th grade. Gym class. I told you that I didn't like your friend and you got mad. She was a close friend to you and I guess I was jealous. I felt this..this hatred for her. I felt that if you grew too close I would have no one to catch me as I feel into the dark abyss. I needed you and I felt as if you were going to leave me. But you never did. And you tried to tell me but I refused to believe you. So I made you cry with my mean words. And when I realize I broke my best friend I despised my-self. I broke. I cried for hours on end.
  One week. We ignored each other for one week. I cried every night and I'm sure you did too. Thank god we are together again. I don't know what I would do with out you.

I just want you to know that I love you my sister. You will forever hold a special place in my heart. Thank you for being you. You are beautiful inside and out. Never let him beat you down Sarah. Never