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1. EVERYDAY I TELL MYSELF, TODAY WILL BE THE DAY YOU WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN. EVERYDAY, I AM DROWNING.

2. MY MIND IS A UNIVERSE AND I AM AFRAID TO EXPLORE THE DARKEST PARTS OF IT. THERE IS NO LIGHT EXCEPT FOR THE GHOST OF HER.

3. I LOOK TO THE SUN AND I TELL MYSELF THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL, I LOOK TO THE GROUND AND I TELL MYSELF THAT THIS WORLD IS A SHIPWRECK.

4. I USED TO WRITE HER NAME ON MY WRIST. SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS.

5. I AM GLASS. I BREAK EASILY.

6. SIX DAYS HAVE PASSED SINCE MY LATEST OCEAN OF TEARS BUT I AM STILL NOT ALRIGHT.

7. MY BODY IS SCARRED WITH CHILDHOOD MEMORIES AND OTHER MEMORIES. I AM IMPERFECT.

8. I NEVER KNEW WORDS COULD TEAR SOMEONE APART IN SUCH A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME UNTIL I MET HER.

9. EVERYDAY THIS UNIVERSE IS EXPANDING AND ONE DAY THERE WILL BE NOTHING LEFT EXCEPT PHYSICAL DARKNESS, IF I WAS STILL ALIVE I WOULD BE READY FOR IT.

10. HAPPINESS IS A LIE. I GUESS SHE WAS A LIE.

11. WHO KNEW THAT SO FEW WORDS COULD MAKE YOU CRY AN OCEAN.

12. STAYING UP PAST 3AM NOW IS TOXIC TO ME. MY MIND IS A MESS.

13. I WROTE NOTES TO MYSELF ABOUT YOU IN MY PLANNER EVERY FEW DAYS, I WENT THROUGH ALMOST ALL OF AN ERASER THE DAY AFTER.

14. FOURTEEN DAYS AGO YOU STILL WERE MINE, YOU ARE NO LONGER MY HAPPINESS.

15. AT AGE FIFTEEN I HOPE THAT I HAVE FOUND LOVE.

16. I WONDER IF I'M PRETTIER ON THE OTHER SIDE OF A MIRROR.

17. SOAP IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN CLEANSE MY MOUTH AFTER SAYING YOUR NAME SO MANY TIMES.

18. AT AGE EIGHTEEN I WILL BE FREE.

19. THE NIGHT THAT I LOST YOU I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU. I WOKE UP IN TEARS.

20. I AM GOING TO BE ALRIGHT.


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⏰ Last updated: Oct 18, 2015 ⏰

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